[Ohlostme]

I was so up the last couple of weeks, so much going on with getting a new job, etc.

But I had been thinking about taking a trip back east to the Berkshires, where I used to live. I miss it so much. I'm from Michigan originally. I've been stuck in California for 44 years. I miss the change of seasons terribly. I was going to just go to the Berkshires for a weekend, see the changing leaves, shoot some footage of where I used to live, eat pumpkin donuts, etc. I even found a do-able airfare. But my friend in Albany now says she can't be available the weekend I wanted to go. If she doesn't pick me up from the airport, let me sleep on her couch and drive me around (so I can shoot the film), which she originally said she would, then I can't take the trip.

I could almost smell the Autumn crispness in the air. Now I want to cry.

(((((((Ohlostme))))))))))

I feel for you. Being stuck someplace you don't want to be for 44 years is unimaginable to me. I'm really sorry this was such a let down.
Can you reschedule it for another time?
I know what you mean about the leaves changing and the crisp air. I LOVE the autumn here on the East coast. Is there a way for you to rent out a cheap hotel room close to where you'd like to take the footage? There's got to be a way for you to get back "home" again.
I'm soooo sorry they cancelled out on you like this. I hope something else comes up for you to fullfill this dream.

[JustAPixie]

(((((((((( ohlostme ))))))))))

It's like taking candy away from a baby... cruel. It's terrible when you get your hopes up and make plans and realize that you won't be able to go!