i thought i would apologise to everyone:

i dont feel in touch with my supportive self right now, not for the last few days. i feel detatched from my deep thoughts, i know its only temporary and i know it wont last, but i just want you all to know that i still care, and i am sorry im not responding to posts.

you are all still welcome to pm me if you need me however. im still here for you guys.

i know you guys understand the stage im at, i dont get this often but i do know that it will blow over in a couple of days. i still luv you all hehe and i am continuing to read all posts, even though i dont feel my support would be of any use to anyone right now.

like i said, im not going anywhere, im sticking around. waiting to re-attatch myself lol. so maybe i will catch some people in chat. take care and thank you for understanding.

simon

[MyBestKids2]

Dear Simon,

So sorry you aren't feeling yourself. I am certainly appreciative of your kind and thoughtful post to my statement. Please let me know through here or PM if there is ANYTHING I can do for you!!

Keeping you in my thoughts
Dee

[JustAPixie]

((((((((( Simon ))))))))))

It's time you sit back and relax and let us help you!!!!!!!! You can't always be the giver....

[seeker1950]

I totally identify with where you are right now, as I am there myself.
This does not mean we do not care, but sometimes it's just that way with us.
Patty

[sabby]

We all have times when we just need to veg out and not think of things too deeply. It's our brain's way of saying "slow down, relax, rest" then all of a sudden new ideas, feelings, revelations come to take it's place.

Hang in there Simon...you are not alone (((((Simon)))))

[Flinty]

((((((((((((((((((((SIMON)))))))))))))))))))))

There is no need to be sorry for needing to focus on yourself for a change!!!

Keep your chin up & remember I am always here for you!!

Flinty

Simon, thanks for letting us know how you feel. We each need to evaluate where we are in our recovery & do what helps us meet the goal of a best quality of life so don't feel like you need to apologize for that! Take care.--Suzy

thank you everyone for understanding. i just dont like being detatched from my supportive side. i like to help others and i get frustrated when i cant. so maybe i need to allow this frustration and just concentrate on myself.

i am feeling better slowly, and im trying to reply to as many posts as possible, so i am getting there. but than you for understanding. i appreciate it so much.

simon

Hey, Simon, don't feel you have to reply to posts. We are just trying to give you your space & some encouragement that that is ok to do. You are not obligated to reply at all..I just wanted to you to know that there are people who care for you & are rooting for you...you know best what you need..if it is quiet time, then take that time--Suzy

thank you suzy, i sure will.

take care and thank you for caring. it boosts me to know people care, i do get the feeling alot that nobody cares (and i dont just mean in PC, i mean in everyday life too).

well i cant say how much i appreciate your kind words. ive never been amongst such supportive people, this site is a blessing.

simon

[Christina86]

Dear dear ((((((((((Simon))))))))))

I'm kinda on a break myself, I don't feel right emotionally and don't want to offer any advice when I'm not really centred. I do understand the need to take a break - you're a wonderful person, and a LOT of people who are there for others often need to take a break.

Take care of yourself

[Bethsway]

I haven't been responding either for the past couple days either simon....we all have these days and no need to be sorry...you give such good support to everybody...take care of yourself for a few days....you deserve it!!!!!