[The Fox & the Hound]

I Have low self-esteem
I self loathe
I can become extremely, depressed
~ Have hallucinated
~When I'm depressed I usually feel worthless,& hopeless
I have thoughts of suicide,& urges to SH
~ I have contemplated suicide, & have had a plan. I've never acted on it thought
When I am not depressed I'm
~ Irritable
~Act on impluse
~ extremely sensitive to any criticism
~ paranoid & think people hate me/talk behind my back.
~ Also, about two months ago I couldn't' sleep, I would go to bed at 2:30, 3, or 4 in the morning. Now I'm usually tired
~Usually I won't have Motivation to anything. Though some days I will have a strong motivation to actually do something
~ My mood changes very quickly, usually I'm depressed.
Also I was diagnosed with ADHD in 1st grad
I know you guys aren't professionals, but I'm just interested in what this could be. Sorry If posted this in the wrong section, IDK, where to post it,

[shezbut]

You're right, we aren't professionals here.

You did post your concerns in the right forum, and I'm going to recommend that you see your M.D. or make an appointment to see a T/pDoc. They're really the right step for you to take at this point.

Best wishes to you!

[healingme4me]

I agree, about seeing an MD. All those listed items, could be MANY different things. Hope you find some answers. Try to find a sleep schedule, if you can. Sleep, can help alleviate many symptoms, like the ones you have presented.

[avlady]

Welcome thefox&the hound!!!!Please get evaluated by a doc and t they may be of great help if you get good ones

[The Fox & the Hound]

I wish I could, but I can't get myself to tell anyone. I am really scared about teling someone this.

[healingme4me]

Originally Posted by The Fox & the Hound

I Have low self-esteem
I self loathe
I can become extremely, depressed
~ Have hallucinated
~When I'm depressed I usually feel worthless,& hopeless
I have thoughts of suicide,& urges to SH
~ I have contemplated suicide, & have had a plan. I've never acted on it thought
When I am not depressed I'm
~ Irritable
~Act on impluse
~ extremely sensitive to any criticism
~ paranoid & think people hate me/talk behind my back.
~ Also, about two months ago I couldn't' sleep, I would go to bed at 2:30, 3, or 4 in the morning. Now I'm usually tired
~Usually I won't have Motivation to anything. Though some days I will have a strong motivation to actually do something
~ My mood changes very quickly, usually I'm depressed.
Also I was diagnosed with ADHD in 1st grad
I know you guys aren't professionals, but I'm just interested in what this could be. Sorry If posted this in the wrong section, IDK, where to post it,

OK, I highlighted the two points, that I can see how you'd be really scared to mention. However, keep in mind, BOTH of those symptoms can be from 'depression' and depression alone. Also, could be part of any type of a traumatic brain injury, meaning it's neurological. Without those two parts, those other points, are 'safe' enough to bring to any MD. Those other two points, won't necessarily land you in a hospital, either. Lest, in the moment, you are danger to yourself or others.