[prawncocktail]

I feel so depressed I've tried everything antidepressants,music,counselling but Nnothing helps my past just destroyed me I was abused sexually as a child and since then I've had clinical depression and more I just keep wanting to kill myself I just can't escape my own mind

[Nammu]

You are not alone. There are many of us here who struggle with those issues.

[waggiedog]

Hello there. Oh you are certainly NOT alone in your thoughts, believe you me. Although I haven't had the awful past you have had, because of my disorders I do KNOW exactly how you feel. Sooooooooooo many folk here on PC think and feel the way you do and you won't shock anybody by being honest here. I hope very much you find comfort here. There's a lot of help available on PC, not to mention the potential friends you will make. XXXXXXXXXXXX

[Hong Kong Fluey]

Hey pc,

Please don;t feel alone, there are many here and elsewhere that feel the same. You are loved and know that as much as it seems it, you aren't alone in this.

Have some Flueyhugs

[silla1973]

Originally Posted by prawncocktail

I feel so depressed I've tried everything antidepressants,music,counselling but Nnothing helps my past just destroyed me I was abused sexually as a child and since then I've had clinical depression and more I just keep wanting to kill myself I just can't escape my own mind

i hempathy for u and am very depressed myself been in the mental hospital twice

[FLJ13]

You are not alone in your suffering, your pain, and your negative thoughts. Please hang in there. You are special, and no one can replace you.

[Sad&Bipolar]

You are most definitely not alone. Be assured that you are being heard. Meds are pretty tricky, since the brain is so complex. Doctors have been trying to guess what is going to help me for the past 13years. So I keep relying on therapy. Don't give up. Keep posting here and talk about how you're feeling. This is a good support system.

[monkeybrains21]

I feel like u do except I've never taken anti depressants. I'm not scared to I just have a hard time remembering to take meds. I'm awful when it comes to antibiotics but that's just another reason for me not to get any. I would probably have to carry the whole bottle with me just so I remember.

I'm constantly in my own mind. The way I try to project my mind into the real world is mixed. I don't always know what I'm talking about but I'm constantly waiting for all out war on US soil or an epidemic. It won't be such a bad thing if I killed myself then, ppl could just think war killed me or I got infected.

I've never had rose colored glasses on. I've always seen the world exactly as it is. Sheer torture to the underprivileged and for ppl like us who society sees as being afflicted. My question to society is: if everyone were to speak honestly how many have perfect mental health?

Even those who say they are in perfect mental health are lying. I believe there is a mental disorder when u believe u are perfect and nothing's wrong.

Sorry don't know where this is going but maybe someone will follow

[shabur]

Hi PC
I, too, understand how you feel. I was sexually abused as a child and I also have severe major depressive disorder along with other mental illnesses.

You don't say if your are on any meds or in any treatment. You will find here that some of us believe in medications while others of us don't. I am on the I NEED medications side. I also see my pdoc and tdoc each week for talk therapy. I have also done group therapy. Each of these has helped to manage my mental health issues and work through the abuse.

I've been in that place where I've wanted to die several times and I've been hospitalized for it (but not each time). And I get being in your head too much. I suffer from that, too. I am fortunate that I have some great friends, (they were in my therapy group) and siblings all who understand.

Both my pdoc and tdoc have encouraged me to find a hobby and join a group for that hobby to help get out of my head. They've been doing that for more than 5 years. I finally did it. This week I joined a writing group and I really enjoyed it.

Know that you will get support here, but if your not in any kind of treatment, I encourage you to seek that out. This is too hard to do alone.

[Fuzzybear]

[thickntired]

Hi. I just got out of the hospital for ptsd. My pdoc wrote me a script for Prazosin. All of my nightmares are gone, and I'm able to talk about my trauma for the first time without falling apart. The flash backs have also decrease a lot. The only downside is it makes me sleepy, but that is supposed to subside as my body adapts to the med. You also may be able to take it at night.

Tnt

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[waggiedog]

Hay, well done Thickntired!! I'd consider that you've done really well, keep up the excellent work hunny. XXXXXXXXXX

[thickntired]

Originally Posted by waggiedog

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