Saying Goodbye

I would like to say, that I wish each and every one of you all the best. You all deserve to have the best. You are strong and caring individuals.

I also want to apologize to anyone who I may have insulted or triggered or upset in any way shape or form with any of my posts. My heartfelt intentions were only to be supportive and helpful. Sometimes I say too much and assume too much and I understand how that can be taken in a different way than it was meant.

Unfortunately, I don't feel like I have made any connections with anyone here, other than to say hello now and again. I've been here for a couple of years now, and recently became more active when I thought I felt comfortable enough and thought there was some acceptance of me here. At this time, I'm not sure that there is anyone here that really accepts me. And that's ok....I can deal with that.

Again, my wish for all of you is peace, love, acceptance, compassion and patience (with yourselves and others). You are all very special people in my book.

Huggsssss to you all!
Jean

Sabau2,
I'm sorry you didn't feel like you could connect with anyone. I felt like I was just starting to get to know you.
I hope you find peace, love, acceptance, compassion and patience also.
(((((((((((Sabau2))))))))))))
Good luck!!!!!

Jean, I don't know you real well but have enjoyed your posts, I understand , it took us awhile to make friends here but it will happen
Angie

I'm sorry you feel that way, I too was just staring to get to know you. And I DO like you, so I'm sad to see you go. *hugs*

((( sabau2 )))

I hope you'll reconsider.

Sabau, I felt a connection with you! You have much to contribute. I'm sorry you feel the way you do. I hope you rethink your position because I'm really going to miss you.

((((((((((((((sab))))))))))))))

please please don't go. what will we do without you. what aboutour plans for lunchin summer? we won't be able to maon about your neighbour any more! please stay we need you.

you lift our spirits sab, you're such a kind and thoughtful person. i'm tying you to the chair with duck tape so as you can't leave.

speak later???

lots of love, kerryx jinny xxxxxxx

Yeah, Sabs.......we had some good chats.

Please don't feel that you aren't connected to anyone here.....I care about you, and so do a lot of people, I'm sure.

How about you sleep on your idea & rethink about not leaving? I know I'd miss you.

((((((((((((Sabs)))))))))))))

Love,

Desy

Please stay. I'm pretty new and haven't had a chance to get to know you.

Sometimes I feel like you do, too.

I feel like I don't connect here or outside of here. It's lonely and not what I want.

I hope you'll give us another chance, sab.

(((((((((SAB))))))))))))))

I am new too, and have not had a chance to meet you! Please stay.

(((((((((((((( sab )))))))))))))))

I hope you change your mind and decide to stay

I also felt I was just starting to get to know you......

xo Fuzzy

Sabau.... please don't leave you have a lot to contribute here at PC...... give us sometime to connect with you.....

jean.please don't leave.......you are a valued member and friend.....thank you for letting us know that you need more of a connection.....i know that i can give you that....you are always so supportive and ask for so little....now that we know what you need.i'm sure that you will get it......

Hey Sab

We just met! Please don't go.....I'm sorry I'm not very good about reaching out to people, so I know I could try harder. We had a lovely chat and I know you had a lot more to say. I feel like I let you down. I'm so new and so wary of "committing" to people either in person or online.

Please know I genuinely enjoyed our brief conversation and feel you have many gifts to offer.......your friendship for starters.....

Sorry if I led you to feeling any of this..........

(((((((((((Sab))))))))))))

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Can I just say WOW!!!

I am so touched by all of your responses and heartfelt comments! I'm trying to type through tears here. Thank you all so very much for reaching out to me. You have no idea what it means to me.

Please accept my apology for being so selfish. I could not see the connections I made. I now see how foolish I was to think that I was all alone. I have always been a strong woman. Lately, I have felt weak and my strength has evaded me. It has colored my perceptions to the point that I cannot see what is right in front of me.

I have never been one to ask for help. I have always had a hard time with accepting help. I've always been the one to be strong and give help and support when needed or asked for. Having the shoe on the other foot is new territory for me. Instead of swallowing this damned pride of mine and reaching out, I tried to turn away and put up the wall that I worked so hard at tearing down. Old habits die hard I guess.

Everyone has been wonderful to me. There is no doubt about that. I realize that I would miss you all very much if I were to leave. I need you in my life to help me get through the days and lonely nights. I need you to teach me how to ask for help and accept it when it's offered. I need to you to kick me in the arse and open my eyes to what the truth is.

A million thank you's to all of you for being the loving, caring idividuals you are. You are all special, and I am blessed to have you in my life!

(((((Talulah)))))

I was typing my last message and wasn't able to include you in it....you belong there too!

Thank you so much! I thoroughly enjoyed our conversation, and you did absolutely nothing to make me feel the way I did. It was all on me...not you or anyone else. I completely understand how you feel hon. You did not let me down at all. I thought you were very open and friendly and doing your best to reach out and connect. I would love to be able to call you a friend......

(((((((Sabau2)))))))))))
I'm glad you're staying. YIPPEEEE!!!!

I need to you to kick me in the arse

I don't have any feet but I can swat you upside the head with my one leaf.

((((((((((((((((thanks))))))))))))))))

I am glad to be counted among your friends and will try harder to "hear" you...........

Yes, please, stick around okay? Your kindness helps me in more ways than you may realize.

So glad you're staying Sabau....we need you!

~Rayna =)

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yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

thankyou sab i'll take the duck tape off then lol.

yep looks like ya got out voted, this place really rocks, glad your staying, when you ever feel in doubts just look at this thread
Love
Angie

(((((((( sabau ))))))))

Never doubt how special you are and what your posts mean, and how they help.

If you EVER need a pick me up, post here again with a "feeling disconnected" or something and we won't hesitate to show you the connections you have...very special ones made with me alone.

You're so appreciated.

KD

yippee!!!!!!!!!! so glad that you are staying!!!!!!!!!!!