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Old Jul 14, 2015, 12:22 PM
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Not feeling too good tonight someone who I trusted and felt was supporting me through my mental health, is not reply to my text and phone calls, she is a professional too.

I feel she may have blocked my number but I don't know why I have not said anything untoward.

I feel like her and other people are planning something behind my back as I am having a big meeting tomorrow to do with my children and these people are going to be there and I am worried they're going to get me sectioned.

I just don't feel like I belong anywhere , I feel unsafe. I don't even feel part of my family (children and kids dad) . I feel I just this thing not even a person. I am nothing.

I feel I have nothing to hold on to. Not important to anyone.

I just want to numb it all..
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I have this feeling of needing to hurt myself badly.

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Old Jul 19, 2015, 02:24 PM
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I'm sorry you are suffering so much. You don't say if you are in treatment or not, but if not I would suggest seeing a professional, because it sounds like you might could use some help getting back to feeling better. If the urge to hurt yourself gets overwhelming please call 911 or seek immediate help.
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Old Jul 19, 2015, 02:26 PM
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I'm sorry you are suffering so much. You don't say if you are in treatment or not, but if not I would suggest seeing a professional, because it sounds like you might could use some help getting back to feeling better. If the urge to hurt yourself gets overwhelming please call 911 or seek immediate help.

Not not on any treatment . Waiting to be assessed by acute mental health team. Like today it was like I was forced to go to DIY store and
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Old Jul 19, 2015, 03:06 PM
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Have you heard to DBT? Dialectal behavior therapy. I've heard it helps a lot with thoughts and urges of this types. If you are really struggling with this would being in the hospital really be such a bad thing? If they are wanting to section you maybe it would be better to go in voluntary that way you have more control over your treatments.

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Old Jul 19, 2015, 03:08 PM
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Have you heard to DBT? Dialectal behavior therapy. I've heard it helps a lot with thoughts and urges of this types. If you are really struggling with this would being in the hospital really be such a bad thing? If they are wanting to section you maybe it would be better to go in voluntary that way you have more control over your treatments.

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I haven't been seen by psychiatrist since I was in my teens a few years a go. How would I go about going in volunteering? I'm worried if I go in hospital my partner will take my kids away from me.
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Old Jul 19, 2015, 03:14 PM
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yes, get a doc and t if you don't have one. i hope you feel better soon.
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