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May 19, 2016, 06:36 PM
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it has been a long while since i visited this forum, and i am happy to see that i have made some progress emotionally since my last visit. i really don't like who i was, and i am not too sure that i like who i am.
i am 46 years old and still struggling with addictive thoughts about what would be an inappropriate relationship -- not in a sexual way, but in a "if only this person loved me i would have some value" sort of way. i am tired of the addiction. i am married to someone who is my best friend, who only knows half of what goes on in my mind. i am ashamed. i have not yet figured how to stop. |
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May 19, 2016, 06:59 PM
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Hello pfeffa: The Skeezyks is also married to someone who is his best, & only, friend... who doesn't know the half of what goes on in his mind (& who really doesn't want to...) The Skeezyks is not ashamed. But he is irretrievably perplexed.
 How did all of this come to be? He doesn't have a clue. It all just is what it is.  The Skeezyks celebrates the progress you have made, pfeffa. 
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