[MyBestKids2]

I am at my wits end. I am in a very very dangerous place right now. I just need a gazillion people to say that as we finish the "process" the outcome will be positve, and everything will be all better

[Christina86]

Don't exactly know what you're going through - but I hope everything is better for you soon. Yes, things can always get better.

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[sabby]

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I'm thinking about you and sending postive thoughts and strength to you to go through the rest of your process. I know it's scary and difficult for you right now. Keep your eye on the outcome that you want.....it's right there waiting for you. Slow and steady you will get there and then all this worry will be but a memory. You have worked so hard to get to this point. I'm sending prayers and good thoughts to you!

xoxoxox
sabby

[Sabrina]

Oh, somehow ......... just somehow .......... things do get better. It seems so trite to say it but it does. I am sending you positive and soothing thoughts to get you through this really rough patch.

((((mybestkids))))

[biiv]

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i believe it does get better. i was thinking just today that ive been feeling crappy and depressed and negative but im STILL better than i was this time last year and this time 10 years ago doesnt even bear thinking about nevermind this time 15 years ago. i dont know when this happened or how. all i know is i havent given up. i havent gotten off the waltzers despite being so close at times and somehow im making that progress. its too small to measure in days or weeks or even months but its there. tiny baby steps gets us there. we do only what we can each day, each minute and somehow the pain eases. even if todays step is only that im going to stay in bed and cry for the whole day - im going to give myself the freedom to do that if i can and then after that im going to do X (get one positive thing done like pay a bill, wash some dishes, put on a washing whatever).
please though if you are feeling unsafe do reach out IRL. call your doc or pdoc or T if you have one. call a crisis line or go to the ER if you dont. you are too precious an individual to not take care of yourself.
check back in with us when you can please and keep writing. you are worth the effort.
hugs
biiv

[MyBestKids2]

(((((((((Everyone))))))))))))

I think I need someone here to shake me out of this!!! Dear goodness, I see no end to this process

[biiv]

squishing the yuckiness out of you.

and putting padding round you to protect you from any more yuckiness

mybestkids2

[skittles]

its gonna be better.. u will get them back.... i can feel it....

Its gonna be better sweety, I promise, we're here PC is here, we're holding you....Im praying for ya!

Dustin

you are going to be all right.....i just know it.....you've been so supportive to me, and support to others means it comes back to you, and i have a feelings in me bones about this........xoxoxo pat

Please take the time to read this. I belive every word.

http://dailymotivator.com/memberflash/rightnow.html

[MyBestKids2]

That was quite beautiful and thought provoking

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[pachyderm]

It really can get better. Even after a long time when you did not think it could. Especially when you do the work on yourself.

You have a lot of positive vibes behind you Dee from a lot of people who call you friend.

[SeptemberMorn]

I'm assuming that you mean a dangerous place psychologically. If I'm right, yes, you're going to get through it and everything will be much, much better!! Take it from me.

Hope today is a little better for you.

Thinking of you,

Petunia

[Gemstone]

(((((( Hugs ))))))))

[Fuzzybear]

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heres hoping today is better for you.

[MyBestKids2]

well, we go tomorrow for another round of FBI background checks....these go to Clarksburg, WV and may take 16-18 weeks to get back

[SeptemberMorn]

Excersice your patience and hope for the best.

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DON'T pray for patience or you'll just get more problems to help you increase the patience you already have. Please try to exercise it, ok?

[biiv]

if you can be patient through this you can be patient through anything! try to focus on things a day at a time and the time will pass.
good luck
biiv

[CedarS]

You will finish the process
the outcome will be positive
everything will be all better

And especially: This too shall pass. Whatever is going on, it will change and evolve, you can survive and eventually thrive, this too shall pass and things will be different.