I might have a resilience disorder.

Yesterday I posted a thread about my suspicion of possibly having autism.

http:/ /forums.psychcentral.com/autism-aspergers-syndrome/457729-aspergers-syndrome-no-way-not-buying.html

While every single thing I said there is true and logical for me, Yesterday I was really worried that I could have autism, today however I do not; instead I'm feeling like even if I had it, it wouldn't matter. But I'm now sure that, in a few hours, I will start getting crazy again; My resilience it's out of control.

I don't know what's the name of this. I'd define it as psychosis, but that's a very ample term. Anxiety, neuroticism, panic, phobia, none of these help either. I don't know how to specify it, so could anyone here help me?

Hello Kamachi: I'm sorry you are struggling. The Skeezyks recalls replying to your previous post. You wrote that you'll be seeing a psychologist in a few weeks. From my perspective, this is the best way to go about figuring out what is going on with you & what to do about it. We here on PC cannot diagnose you. And anything we might suggest is going to be, at best, just an opinion based on little information. My personal opinion is this is only likely to add to your confusion. So from my perspective (again) I think the best thing to do is try to hang in there until you see the psychologist & see what s/he says. And, in the meantime, keep posting here on PC. It can help too.

Thanks Skeezyks. Unfortunately, my psychologist is dated to over a month, so it's gonna take a while for that
I know I'm not alone, so somewhere else there's another person capable of understanding what kind of problem I have and maybe give advice on getting over it. But I appreciate the attencion!