[Mystry]

To not always add a reply to posts I've read...I actually do reply to alot of the posts here but when it comes time to submit it I decide that what I've written either makes little sense or sounds different than what I had in mind after a reread...sometimes I can be totally off the wall in my reply and it will bother me for hours...even this little paragraph has seen rewrite after rewrite and still I wonder...who'll stopped the rain...lol...sorry...see...totally off the wall...anyway what I'm trying to say is that you all have my support and admiration whether you want it or not...sort of like...if I wanted your opinion...I'd give it to you!!!!...or maybe...I just think too much...

I dont think I understand myself enough to be of any support to anyone else...

I hate me!!!!
I hate being me...I hating waking up me...
Lotsa luck wit dat one eh...

I'm sorry about this post and I'm sorry for my behavior in chat the other night...

my point is.../?????????

I'm sorry about the whinning...crying...babbbling idiot that I am...I shud tatoo a big L on my forehead...

apologizes my friends...

[eskielover]

I know for me, there are many times I just don't know how to reply to a post.....Sometimes I feel that I don't have the right words to express what I am feeling & I don't want to say something just to put words down, so nothing comes out. I agree, there are times when I write something down & then read if over & wonder what in the world I was trying to say?????

It sounds to me like you are just being a very normal person with very normal feelings & thoughts....don't be so hard on yourself.....you really are ok.

Debbie

[SeptemberMorn]

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even this little paragraph has seen rewrite after rewrite and still I wonder...who'll stopped the rain...lol...

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Guilty!! Not of stopping the rain, mind you, but of going off the wall like that! One word will lead to another, and before long, I'm repeating a cliche, or the words to a song, or SOMETHING entirely out of nowhere. I think it's funny. I crach myself up all the time... even if I don't make anyone else laugh.

Lighten up on yourself. Don't do like I do and beat yourself up. (See? I could have done it there! LOL)

Take care of you, Mystry!

[debbie_tabor]

Hey, hang around, alot of us hate ourselves in one way or another, you're in the right place! You could try posting sometimes in your more confident moments. I'm never really sure if what I'm saying is any use. The sad thing is I often feel confident posting, then look back and think....hmmmm.

[MyBestKids2]

((((Mystry)))))

loving you just for you!!!

Dee

[Christina86]

Hey you... Try not to be so hard on yourself. I happen to care about you my friend.

Send me a PM whenever to chat, I love hearing from you.

Lyle... I can relate so much. Sometimes I feel that my words just aren't enough... they just can't touch the core of the horrible situation someone's in. It's a frustrating feeling... you feel lost and searching...

If the words come and you also sometimes feel fear for how they will appear to the person in question... I mean you want to do good.

That's how I feel about it. I know for sure that you feel A LOT for others! Just by writing this post... you show what lies inside your heart. You're a compassionate man.

(((((((((((( Lyle ))))))))))))))

(((((((((mystry)))))))))))))

i relate too. i don't really feel worthy of giving advice either, i try my best, then i feel i said the wrong thing.

sending you a hug, jinny xoxoxoxoxox

I delete a lot of my replies too and I delete a lot of my posts. Maybe the delete button is too handy.

" I shud tatoo a big L on my forehead..."

L for lovable

(((((((((((Mystry))))))))))))

lyle.......i hear the pain in your words and i'm so sorry that you are suffering but you are a wonderful person........i am just coming out of a deep depression myself so i can understand your feelings but you are such a good kind man.........those that have had the pleasure of getting to know you will well understand your ramblings...lol...its part of you and it makes you very lovable........

[(JD)]

I always try to remember to preview my replies, unless it's to a member that I'm pretty sure understands how I say things. (Still, others who read sometimes retort that I'm off the mark.)

Do your best. If you can say something, anything I think it helps the originator of the thread. It can be very depressing to some to have many views of their post and no replies. It makes them think that what they said isn't worthy of reading, much more replying, imo.

A smilie face (or sad one) says a lot without words. If you can't give hugs ((( ))) or a heart can you try and find something that will work as your trademark for having read and "understood" the message?

IMO it's great that you're here, and reading. But this site is for you too, and if your healing doesn't include replying yet, that's ok too.

((((everyone)))