[Many2020]

Hi iam 20 and I have a crush on hilarie Burton since I first saw her as sara Ellis on white collar i then went on to watch one tree hill and see her as Peyton Sawyer which really took the cake and I became insanely obsessed I have 500 pics of her downloaded I have her as a screen saver and home screen she realy is beautiful I think about her the whole day and fantasies all the time of us together when ever I look at her I smile but I am really depressed all the time because I know I cant have her she is 34 and married with a son I have fantasy sex with her by imagining she is in my bed under me when realy no one is there I cry that I cant have her allot depends on my mood i have strong feelings for her and am completely in love even do I never even met her or spoke to her iam crazy obsessed with her especially as Peyton Sawyer and thats the one thing on my mind the whole day I want to marry someone just like Peyton Sawyer in looks and personality andi cant get over it its killing me please help me

[Skeezyks]

Hello Many: Unfortunately I don't know as there is much of anything I can offer in terms of help with this beyond suggesting you seek the services of a counselor or therapist. Ultimately I think this is just something you're going to need to have the opportunity to talk through, at length, with a knowledgeable mental health professional. Beyond that the simple passage of time may help too. Hopefully being here on PC can be of some comfort & support as well.

I noticed this is your first post here on PC. So... to PsychCentral… from the Skeezyks! May the time you spend here be of benefit.

PsychCentral is a great place to get information as well as support for mental health issues. The more you post, & reply to other members’ posts, the more a part of the community you will become. Plus there are social groups you can join & chat rooms where you’ll be able to connect with other PC members in real time (once your first 5 posts have been reviewed & approved.) Lots of great stuff! So please keep posting!

[Many2020]

Thank you very much that's very kind of you

Talk about this with a professional. Are you in post secondary? Perhaps there is a school counsellor you can approach. Talk to your family doctor. Either can start the referral process to see a professional. You need to do this. I am sorry this is so frustrating for you but you need to help yourself.