[mccarrolmike]

It all started at 18. When I dropped my first ecstasy pill. And BAM! From 18 until 24yrs, were my best times of my life.
I'd use ecstasy and dance at all of those trendy night clubs.
The ecstasy was so good back then.
Back in the 1998-2003.

All I can think is:

Popping ecstasy and dancing all night as those intense body or orgasms, rushed throughout my body.
Or when I had the best time using crystal with my friends, doing the most insane things. Oh those crystal tweekends.

It's now 2017 and here I am sitting on my *** on my bed.

How do I stop this ****?
Anyone else experienced something similar?

Fortunately I've never tried any of the heavier drugs so I have no desire to try them. You've experienced the good effects of these drugs and it's normal for the body to want more of those good feelings.

Keeping busy with other things may help, such as exercise, working, volunteering, etc. I personally find marijuana very relaxing and helps with anxiety - we all have our vices. Maybe try to think of something that can replace the ecstasy cravings. What do you enjoy doing?

[mccarrolmike]

Originally Posted by scaredandconfused

Fortunately I've never tried any of the heavier drugs so I have no desire to try them. You've experienced the good effects of these drugs and it's normal for the body to want more of those good feelings.

Keeping busy with other things may help, such as exercise, working, volunteering, etc. I personally find marijuana very relaxing and helps with anxiety - we all have our vices. Maybe try to think of something that can replace the ecstasy cravings. What do you enjoy doing?

I love research and reading. I used to have a hobby making r/c gliders, but I sorta threw that away.