Okay

This is where I'm coming from...

I'm finding it difficult to post. Difficult to connect with people. Difficult to come here and having no idea where to post, where to start reading. I'm finding it difficult to connect with people - and I know it's all my issue.

Something is up in my brain and I have no idea how to fix it.

Now this is what I know:

I still love and respect the lot of you.
I still am remotely sane. (haha)
I can get over this blah feeling and get back and start posting more again.

I just need some time. So I want to apologize to everyone who might feel I'm ignoring them (not my intention) and to everyone who thinks I'm an annoying pest (certainly feel that way). I don't want this to be an attention-seeking post. I really don't. I seem to be posting only to complain about stuff lately and that doesn't sit right with me.

I just feel like I'm slowly going crazy... crazier.

((((((((((everyone))))))))))))))

so that's up with me. to reach me as always, if you ever want to talk, send me a PM. thanks.

((((((((((((((( Christina )))))))))))))))

I've never seen you less than honest, respectful and kind.

Love
Fuzzy

Canders,

I know the feeling...there are times when I can read a post over & know exactly how I want to respond & the words are just there. There are other days when I can read a post over & over & over & still the correct words aren't there.

I don't know what is different from one day to the next....but it sure is frustrating when that happens.

It definitely isn't that you are going crazy.....sometimes i think our mind goes in cycles like everything else in life....strong times & weaker times. It's just getting through those weaker times that is tough, but remembering that it is only for a short while....can really help mentally.

You are normal like the rest of us,
Debbie

Dearest ((((((((((((((((((((( canders ))))))))))))))))))))))))

I love the positiveness in your post....You WILL find your way to feeling more comfortable and I pray that it is soon for you!

You are not alone when it comes to these feelings. (not that it helps to know that, but I think it helps to say it hehehe). I have felt them before myself. As eskie puts so well....these times don't last

xoxoxo
sabby

hang in there Canders, your friends are here for you when you needs us.

Hi -

Hang in there, take the time that you need for yourself. When you are feeling better and I know you will, you will be there to help others.

Islander

(((((((((((Fuzzy))))))))))))))))

I could cry, that is so nice of you to say.

You are one of the most lovely friends who is always there for me, thank you.

((((((((((((((Debbie)))))))))))))))))

Thank you for responding. Your post made a lot of sense...

but I still think I'm more abnormal than most.

Thank you very much. One day at a time I suppose.

(((((((((((((((Sabby))))))))))))))))))

Didn't know my post was postiive... hrm.

Thank you very much.

(((((mellors)))))))))

You get a hug whether you like it or not. Because what you said means so much to me - you have no idea.

Thanks mellors, you're a good friend.

(((((((((((((((((Islander))))))))))))))))))

Thank you very much. Taking my time, but it seems to take a lot longer than I want!

Thank you.