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Aug 28, 2018, 12:04 AM
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about everything....I don't believe any diagnosis I 've been given. There's absolutely nothing wrong with me, I'm a total fake. Except, terminal laziness Terminal stupidity also. But these things won't kill me; they make everyone around me suffer. I'm nothing but a guinea pig , just as my parents said. Just a big walking, talking experiment. I've become a professional. Professional mental patient...you know, a "frequent flier". I disgust myself. I won't speak in the DID thread again. I don't have DID no matter what they say.I'm also not depressed or suicidal. I wasted years being like this when I dreamed of becoming a doctor/medical examiner. I wasted years of marriage and raising my kids by being a rotten wife and mother. My new dx. is :stupid, hateful ,lazy idiot.
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Aug 28, 2018, 01:38 AM
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I'm so sorry you feel this way. I don't find any of that to be true. All I've seen on PC is how nice and caring you are. Be gentle with yourself you deserve it just as much as anyone else.
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Aug 28, 2018, 04:06 AM
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 I'm sorry you feel this way about yourself. Please try to be kind to yourself 
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Aug 28, 2018, 08:21 AM
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Calla, you're always lovely and supportive, I'm sorry you feel like that about yourself though
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Sep 06, 2018, 10:04 AM
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I think you’re a wonderful person.
I definitely don’t think any of those negative things are true. I’m glad we are friends here 
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Sep 06, 2018, 03:26 PM
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That is the worst part about MI is that it can make us FEEL that way about ourself. What we always have to remember that "FEELINGS ARE NOT FACT".
Sorry you are struggling with this. I have been there too during my darkest times.
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