[black-roses]

I'm not afraid of people who hate me I'm afraid of those that smile at me and stab me in the back. Think I care if you made an account impersonating well cool story. I've had friends accuse me of trying to steal boyfriends when I don't even care of that creepy *** nor do I care about how men feel about me because that world is fake. So yeah this world isn't real and man I don't care about those fake *** people either. I just don't care anymore everyone I feel is a ****ing fake asshole that like has the intention to help me just to **** me up with there labels etc. ***** that said I could be autistic I was not autistic I was surrounded by assholes that mistreated me that *****ed about me to my sister. So yeah I don't ****ing care because when you've been betrayed and thrown under buses you just don't give a ****. Honestly when I think I might have a bit of love or friendship theres always some ****ing jealous ***** trying to **** my life up. So yeah I just think that these people just can't deal with the fact that there so hated and sick on the inside that they have to come after me. Yes, so damn random ***** who doesn't know me who ****ing cares what I am your not perfect either. So yeah all this ****ing projection and ******** but yeah I don't ****ing steal boyfriends. So am I interested in these vicious femcels on the internet. No I don't want to be friends with someone who told his mum ****ing **** about me so they can ****ing smile in my face and stab me in the back later so **** off. With your fakeness and ****. No Ben I don't want to hang out with you no Rachel I didn't ****ing want your stupid boyfriend.

[mote.of.soul]

Yes, it's good to vent out your feelings @black-roses, good on you, and you make some very relatable points actually.🤔 If you're like me, you probably then treat these kinds of negative experiences as learning types of experiences(?) because being hurt like that has a way of showing you who you are: what triggers you and what kinds of behaviors you're willing to tolerate or not, and where your boundaries can be set - for the future. I learned about that through the counsellors and therapists for which I'm grateful for.

You're doing well, friend. 🙏

[Fuzzybear]