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Old Dec 22, 2022, 06:46 PM
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One of the benefits of getting old is that a lot of the people who hurt me have already died off of their own accord. Sadly there are, no doubt, people who'll be glad to hear of my demise as well... if in fact they ever do. (It won't be in the newspaper, so to speak.)
That is something that I never considered of.
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Old Jan 10, 2023, 11:11 PM
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The one thing a toxic person hates? The truth

That’s what I find myself wishing for. That the truth will be exposed.
Oh I wish the truth could come out, but it's much too late. (And who would believe me?)
I really wanted to kill someone after he destroyed everything I ever loved. Of course that would just cause more guilt for me...if that's possible.
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Old Jan 11, 2023, 05:07 AM
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Never had any homicidal thoughts about my abusers, however, they sure as hell left me with a lot of suicidal thoughts about myself ...

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Old Jan 12, 2023, 10:25 AM
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Never had any homicidal thoughts about my abusers, however, they sure as hell left me with a lot of suicidal thoughts about myself ...

I'm glad you've never made yourself be dead, Pflower
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Old Jan 12, 2023, 11:05 AM
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Old Jan 12, 2023, 01:49 PM
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Oh I wish the truth could come out, but it's much too late. (And who would believe me?)
I really wanted to kill someone after he destroyed everything I ever loved. Of course that would just cause more guilt for me...if that's possible.
I understand how your feeling.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Jan 13, 2023, 10:10 AM
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Never had any homicidal thoughts about my abusers, however, they sure as hell left me with a lot of suicidal thoughts about myself ...

I’m glad to hear that. I have suicidal thoughts myself.
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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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