[8thstreetbungalow]

I'm not sucidal just not happy. I tell people my real life stories and how I feel and it doesnt matter what I say it just looks bad and people judge me. People slander my name doctors do malpractice so much happens to me. I was assaulted by a female idk just too much it never ends. I try to get up and be a positive role model anyway and people treat me like a sociopath because of it. I suppose it's not easy. But why should life be easy right I just wish I had a way to draw right now. I could prolly go out and use sticks and dirt. BTW this stress I'm under is so bad at my last injection I passed out due to it.

[Travelinglady]

A suggestion: Maybe you shouldn't tell people your life stories. I'm very careful about who I tell I have bipolar disorder--and even my good friends don't know all about my childhood and hospitalizations.

Hang in there. Sometimes I'm not too happy either. But things can get better.

I hope your stress gets better soon, for instance.

[bpcyclist]

Are you in therapy, 8thStreet? Are you oin any meds, if so, which ones?

[8thstreetbungalow]

Meds work wonders but no to therapy. It's hard not talking about life it's so ingrained in me I just enjoy it and find it fun.

[califwidow]

Originally Posted by Travelinglady

A suggestion: Maybe you shouldn't tell people your life stories. I'm very careful about who I tell I have bipolar disorder--and even my good friends don't know all about my childhood and hospitalizations.

Hang in there. Sometimes I'm not too happy either. But things can get better.

I hope your stress gets better soon, for instance.

I learned the hard way also to not to tell people I am BiPolar. Thank you for reminding me my friend from North Carolina. I appreciate it.

[princesscookie19]

UGH I take the injection aswell

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by 8thstreetbungalow

I'm not sucidal just not happy. I tell people my real life stories and how I feel and it doesnt matter what I say it just looks bad and people judge me. People slander my name doctors do malpractice so much happens to me. I was assaulted by a female idk just too much it never ends. I try to get up and be a positive role model anyway and people treat me like a sociopath because of it. I suppose it's not easy. But why should life be easy right I just wish I had a way to draw right now. I could prolly go out and use sticks and dirt. BTW this stress I'm under is so bad at my last injection I passed out due to it.

I understand how you are feeling. I been there myself. People slander my name, or tell me when I say hi that I make them nervous.

[Fuzzybear]

People who habitually judge others as ''weak'' etc are A holes who usually hate themselves.

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by Buffy01

I understand how you are feeling. I been there myself. People slander my name, or tell me when I say hi that I make them nervous.

Sorry buffy, some people are jerks.

I had an aunt who said ''we we were all afraid of you because you were so quiet''

And she never cared to wonder WHY I was so ''quiet''... I was being ABUSED

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by Buffy01

I understand how you are feeling. I been there myself. People slander my name, or tell me when I say hi that I make them nervous.

As Breaking dawn has said, you are a treasure, Buffy

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

Sorry buffy, some people are jerks.

I had an aunt who said ''we we were all afraid of you because you were so quiet'' :mad:

And she never cared to wonder WHY I was so ''quiet''... I was being ABUSED :mad:

Thank you so much fuzzybear. This means a lot to me. It is true that lots of people are jerks to me.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

People who habitually judge others as ''weak'' etc are A holes who usually hate themselves.

:sadhug:

That is so true.

[eskielover]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

Sorry buffy, some people are jerks.

I had an aunt who said ''we we were all afraid of you because you were so quiet''

And she never cared to wonder WHY I was so ''quiet''... I was being ABUSED

I WAS always quiet growing up but it wasn't because I was abused. I always thought how stupid my dad sounded discussing things with people he knew nothing about. I didn't want to sound stupid like that so I kept quiet, listened & learned & soaked in my mind what I really thought to myself. No longer like that & now I speak my mind because I now have confidence in what I know.

No one wondered why I was quiet either but everyone commented about it. Not sure I even understood at that time that was why I was quiet....something I didn't realize until later in life
Many reasons for a child being quiet

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by eskielover

I WAS always quiet growing up but it wasn't because I was abused. I always thought how stupid my dad sounded discussing things with people he knew nothing about. I didn't want to sound stupid like that so I kept quiet, listened & learned & soaked in my mind what I really thought to myself. No longer like that & now I speak my mind because I now have confidence in what I know.

No one wondered why I was quiet either but everyone commented about it. Not sure I even understood at that time that was why I was quiet....something I didn't realize until later in life
Many reasons for a child being quiet

I’m quiet as well especially since I have been informed that I make people feel uncomfortable and nervous to be around them anytime I say hello.

[eskielover]

Originally Posted by Buffy01

I’m quiet as well especially since I have been informed that I make people feel uncomfortable and nervous to be around them anytime I say hello.

There are many reasons people are quiet. Sometimes we know why & other times we realize why later on in life.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by eskielover

There are many reasons people are quiet. Sometimes we know why & other times we realize why later on in life.

That is true.