[uncreativeartist]

So i got back into MSF after doing some mental health forum searches. I got in here and tried to register but i was told my email was already signed up. After some time i finally got through and reset the password. I joined in 2013 and disappeared 2014.

I looked through the posts i made and 1 thread was an interesting one about my shyness/anxiety which was very bad back then. And i decided to give that thread a re-do and here i am re-doing it.

I just want to answer your questions and do some talking (tapping,typing). Ask your questions, answer questions and just poke yourselves in here if you want.

A little about me:
I am a 51yo guy on the USA part of the Earth and some health/body problems have occured since 2 years ago.

[Crazy Hitch]

Welcome back. It’s amazing you found the place again. Sorry to hear you are troubled by some health issues. That’s not good but the main thing is you are here. I can understand anxiety. I suffer from it too. It can be debilitating at the best of times.

[uncreativeartist]

Originally Posted by Crazy Hitch

Welcome back. It’s amazing you found the place again. Sorry to hear you are troubled by some health issues. That’s not good but the main thing is you are here. I can understand anxiety. I suffer from it too. It can be debilitating at the best of times.

Thanks

Anxiety happened to me about the time i registered here. In the begining i was a mess. I settled into my anxious life and a fortunate thing for me my people didn't abandon me but i did miss out on alot of things.

But i feel/think my anxiety went away in the past few months since september. I asked the general doctor to put in a script to test my man juice and the results were in the middle of their chart scale. I need to talk to a doctor who knows man juice things. Like how is my body able to do that again. It couldn't do it for 15+ years and i don't use any boosters.

Now i want to run around screaming i'm me again but i can't. But some excersizes might make that sort of happen again in a year+. In that 15 years i went from playing sports a few days a week to barely getting to work and i gained a 100lbs. And my body is weak so i have to slowly get it stronger again. It will be an interesting thing to see where i take my life before i die again permentally.