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I made my mom a cake today
it took a lot of tries and time to get it right i wanted her to like it but i made my mom and step dad get in a fight and now she said her stomach hurts to much to eat any everything is my fault i suck at life and my best friend doesnt seem to undertand what i'm saying i feel really unimportant and my friend cassie is in a fight with me for something i dont even understand so im just saying whatever and shes like "i dont have the sisterly love i use to have for you or even a friendship love but i will always have christian love for you and maybe some day we will have the old friendship we use to have back" and shes trying to be this holy mother thresea person and i dont even know why were not friends but im upset and i feel like im lossing everyone and everything. Also i found out i have to get surgery because i bite my lip and my way to not cut.. i bite it until it bleeds and then i still dont stop and now i have an ulcer. plus the cut on my stomach stings and i feel so stupid. Running away never seemed like such a good idea as it does now. i have alway thought about it but tonight it feels like it could really work out. like i could really go through with it... get on a train and go somwhere to hide away where they wouldnt know where i was.somewhere were i was wanted and loved... bad nights suck. and my stupid S key is not working so if i forgot an s somewhere sorry i have to push it like 10 times to get it to work |
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(((((Court)))))) don't take any precipitate action do you want to go to chat ?
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(((((Court Knee))))) Don't be too hard on yourself . I'm sure you don't deserve that.
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Courtknee You don't cause your mom & step dad to fight, trust me...on that one! They choose to fight because they seem to have
issues...But "You" don't cause them to fight... Go easy on Yourself courtknee...take a deep breath...I'm always here if you need to chat or would like to pm...OK. Don't forget you have your faith too and I know you are a strong beleiver in that..which means alot...so Lighten up on yourself. I know easier said then done, but try to keep it in what I like to call My "thought closet part of my brain" that you are a good person....T/C Courtknee....
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Court Knee,
There are just times when we feel alone. There are times when our friends don't understand, and/or are caught up in their own problems. Sometimes this is when we feel we need them the most. It was very sweet of you to make your Mom a cake. I'm sorry the rest of the day didn't turn out the way you had hoped and/or expected. Running away is never the answer. This is never a safe option. There are evil people in the world, who take advantage of and/ or kill teens who need to be loved, and run into the night looking for that love and acceptance. As a teenager it is hard to accept and love yourself, when you are changing and growing up so quickly. Be kind and patient with yourself. Being a teenager is like being a caterpillar. Eventually, you will turn into a butterfly, and fly away from home at the proper time. Hugs, EJ ![]() |
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hon I was going to say too that you can't make people fight! that is up to them. please stop blaming yourself for your mom and step dad fighting like they do. it is not your fault!
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I'm sorry court_knee. It sucks when parents fight..but you are not the cause of it trust me. The cake thing is so kind..and amazing. I can't cook so I am always amazed at someone who can. Being a teenager sucks..want to start being a teenager sucks club?? I hope your night gets better and if you ever want to talk just message me!! Things will get better..it's just getting to the better part that is hard but I know you are strong enough to get there!!!
Shalom.. Courtney..(he he we're name twinkies!!) |
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((((((Court)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
I did not see this last night. I am so sorry. I did not see it. Your parents choose to fight. Not you. It was thier choice. I am sorry you had to listen to it. Sometimes parents make the wrong choice as we are human too. Please do not do anything with out thinking it threw. Running away is never the answer imo Your a good kid. You matter. As ziggy said faith, hope...... |
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hey I lend you all my support. Tough times are, well... tough!
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I woke up this morning at 8 to them fighting AGAIN.
This isnt fair i dont even want to leave my room because i know that means my mom is going to be in a bad mood and take it out on me all day =[ so much for today being better, it's going to be worse. |
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((((((((Court))))))))))))))))
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(((((Court))))) hang on in there babe, this isn't your fault, try to do what you gotta do to survive until you are old enough to leave legally
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thanks
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(((Court)))
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(((((((((((((((((((Court)))))))))))))))))))))
BB
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(((( Court ))))
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