i look so silly

I wish things had worked out better for you. But as much as I want it to, the past won't change.

I hope the future holds good things.

> yeah so pachyderm you probably get it, didnt it suck?

Even more than now, in those days divorce had a big stigma to it, and I seem to have accepted that sense of shame along with it.

wow i am so sorry you feel that way
I guess it must be hard, no not silly rather natural you love your Dad
hold on

Nothing lasts forever

After a while your mind will naturally go somehwhere else, with God`s help

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Court Knee: I don't care what you say, I've always found you much wiser then your years and a nice and caring person. Quit being so rough on yourself. I've also seen a picture of you and your a very pretty girl....not even remotely disgusting in anyway.

People call people names because they are insecure a holes.

You have to remember that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger and that the best knowledge comes from suffering. If I didn't go through the %#@&#! I went through when I was your age I wouldn't be who I am today...and for the most part I respect the person I am today.
I didn't read everything here, so if I am off subject.....my bad.

But, I wanted to say that you deserve to think of yourself better.

(((((court knee)))))

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i hate school so much.
the girl, kenzie who called me a slut yesterday was apparently talking about me to my friend. and my friend ali told me. Kenzie was telling people that she hates me and i guess people told her to shut up and she did but that still makes me feel so bad.
i was wearing a dress yesterday and kenzie told me to keep my legs together because the smell was making her sick because i am such a *****.
why does she hate me so much
why does everyone hate me

i got an email from my dad today saying God was with me and that he loves me and something about the holy spirit. i dont remember. but at first i was nervous to open it because i had wrote him one last night while i was crying.

(((((court)))))

,, I Hug ya Court .

((((Court )))))) that's very hard

Callllllllllllllll me .

I actually like saying HI !!! LOL.

((((((((((Court))))))))))

our darling online grand daughter

these people condemn themselves out of their own mouths

please, close your ears to them, listen to us here, don't listen to that abuse

(Hey btw, we would recommend waterproof eyemake-up, if you think there's a chance you might cry)

thanks..

(((((((((Court)))))))))) I know how hard divorce is on the kids involved. Then my father died when I was 13yr old. So I spent most of my life with out him in the picture. But I have always loved him and still do. Seperation from parents is very hard and I'm so sorry you are suffering for others mistakes.

And this girl at school, she must be very insecure of herself and probably lashes out at others to make herself feel stronger. I would just look at her and laugh! That would make her feel as foolish as she sounds. I gaurantee that would bother her more than anything you could say or do. Don't let people like that get to you, they aren't worth the energy!

Much love
recluse1