Watch www.blueribbonmovie.com. (About 6 min.) You matter!--Suzy

[Timgt5]

It is a wonderful link, I wish I could believe it for myself, Everytime I have tried to be a postive force it turns into a catastrophy. I am forever cursed with a dark aura that can only cause misery, I am afraid, and it is in the darkest of places far from my fellow man I must remain.

Why I am afflected this way, I know not the answers.

Thanks Suzy! I emailed six ribbons already!

Orange Blossom--that's great. It makes you think about who has touched your life in a positive way & a way to show your gratitude.

I found it very moving in that both my children, unfortunately, have inherited my genes as far as mood disorders & my son left a suicide note when he was a senior in high school. He had put the date that he was going to commit suicide on it...

God, the guilt that I passed this horror on to them. Took him to the ER, called husband who was out of state on a business trip, got him into therapy & he started on meds...

He's 28 now & doing well!! Got his masters at Stanford, is a civil engineer, off meds, doing well...the best Mother's Day gift.--Suzy