don't matter

if these irl people that pretend to care would leave me alone for a bloody second the deeper the better. things are too screwed up and I realize I just annoy the hell out of people and when they say otherwise it's to be polite. don't matter, never did, never will. should crawl into a %#@&#! hole and fade away and swallow all the %#@&#! leftovers of my pills that have caused all this &^!@.

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(((((((((((((((((((((( Griffe ))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I am so sorry you are in so much pain. Don't give up. Don't give up. Don't give up.

The thoughts that are going through your head are not the Truth. The Truth is that you are loved. I can see just by looking how many people here on PC love you, and I know that there are people IRL that love you too.

You matter. Slow down. Breathe.

Sending love and

the truth is i'm an idiot. i can't do anything. my kids, friends and kate all deserve someone so much better then me.

don't feel loved, appreciated, needed, worth it - no part of me does. i could go, things would be better. when things can't get worse they do

not even late and i failed already, bottle of oxys is always solution to this whole &^%!*&@ thing

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....please be safe.....you are important to your family and so many

not important, not mattering, too gone tonight to give a &%!@ about consequences or to see any reason not to

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Be careful.