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Aug 08, 2008, 10:25 PM
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hi..
I love and miss you all so very much.... I am going thru a difficult time right now... and my T and pdoc.. are not sure what has brought this about... I am in daily therapy... with seeing my pdoc.. weekly.. I started having memory flooding.. and body memories - without being triggered... and.. it hasn't stopped... and we all can't get it to stop... So... life.. is very, very difficult.. Also...2 of my alters have severe OCD - one 13 and one 23.. so I am doing OCD things.. you might say... Meds.. do not help... I guess... it was just "time"... for me to go thru this... I do not want to go to psych. hospital... it would be very hard having DID - my "littles" would be very, very scared.. and I would hide under the bed... So... my T is helping me.. to stay in my home.... along.. with help from my son... I.... am...severely disassociated right now... along with of all things integration. The integration.. of 4 of my alters... has left me in a state of confusion... trying to figure how to live as one.. to do the normal things... that were done in different ways.. by the 4... I have many other alters... but the 4... kept me... functioning.. I am "itsme"... the alter that resulted from the 4 integrating... I won't be back for awhile.. I just wanted you to know.. that I very much miss you.. you are all so very important to me.. freewill |
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Aug 08, 2008, 10:33 PM
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(((((((((((((( freewill & itsme & all ))))))))))))))))
I'm so glad you posted to let us know how you were. I have been worried about you and wondering if you were ok. I'm so sorry that things are hard for you and I hope that soon you will be feeling better. Please take as good care of yourself as you can and know I'm sending you healing thoughts and prayers.   sabby |
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Aug 08, 2008, 11:20 PM
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((((((((((((((((((( freewill ))))))))))))))))))))))
Please keep doing all you're doing, knowing you're in my thoughts and prayers with some understanding of the "everything" you're going through. Love & respect, KD
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Aug 09, 2008, 04:26 AM
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Now if thou would'st When all have given him o'er From death to life Thou might'st him yet recover -- Michael Drayton 1562 - 1631 |
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Aug 09, 2008, 05:24 PM
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(((((((((((((((( freewill )))))))))))))))))
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