Sqrl Confessions

I can't keep up.

I am utterly overwhelmed. I have never been so well received by so many ever before in my life. I scarcely know where to begin by way of acknowledging each of you who have touched me so deeply. My god, my world went from nuclear family and gf to this exponential expansion that now includes all of you, seemingly overnight.

My mailbox is stuffed with some of the warmest expressions I have ever received. Chat has become my safe play pen where I can let the clown out after posting my guts out. Our interactions in the threads are like life itself to me.

Maybe getting "nudged" into the creative corner has something to do with my current inner disarray; so hard for me to strut my own stuff as it were. And then to receive so many many kind and penetrating observations, responses and all, just has me undone. I'm in freakin tears about it.

Don't dare apologize. It's not about that. It's about the sweetest feeling i've ever imagined, much less experienced.

My fear is that I can not sustain this pace. More precisely, I'm afraid of missing something important to anyone I've come to know and love, and the hurt and confusion that can rise from that. And too, so many of you I haven't even met yet.

The dynamics of this interaction blind sided me completely. I had no idea of the power of our collective company when I started here. I am determined to find my stride and stay. What a home, and what a family.

So before I go total wind bag here, I want to say thank you all.

I always answer pm's. Please let me know if I lose track of you. I can't possibly respond to every post that I want to. It's about the number of hours in a day, not your posts. lol

PS, I will be trying to focus my posting in the bipolar forum. C'mon by.

Awwwhhh, don't cry sweetheart. Yer gonna make me cry.

Windbag? Not possible. Too many beautiful words flow through you to form the most exquisite expressions I've ever had the pleasure to come across.

I just adore you sqrl. But then again...you already know that don't you!
TgrsPurr.
Prrrrrrr

awwwww bushy tail thats soooo sweet
Angie

you're a special guy....so nice to know you......

It is a pleasure for me to have crossed your path. Even if you are hiding in your part of the world your kindness comes right through.

Thank you for being part of this familly.
Take good care dear one!
Hugs!
nightdream

Darlin, If I weren't already betrothed and you didn't already have a girlfriend.....I'd sprout webs for my little paws and come to the great Pac NW! Your compassion and ability to articulate feelings is fabulous. I hope you are always around for counseling and consoling, AND as importantly as that, for the wonderful repartee in the chat room!

Meowsers,

Tooter (Pam)

This is one of the sweetest posts I have ever read.... I had to leave my cave and send you my appreciation and thanks..... and today that takes a lot!

Kindest bearhugs,
Fuzzy

Awww....

You're doing fine sqrl. Things have picked up here a lot lately! Do whatcha can. I enjoy talking with you as you are just frickin hilarious. That's a compliment, btw. lol

Take care and watch out for swinging chatroom doors!

Dude, I said it before and I'll say it again... I so enjoy your posts and your company in chat. You always have a good piece of advise to throw our way. I am grateful that our paths crossed and for this heart warming post. Thanks bud.

Ryan

You are a good egg. Glad you're here.

Thank you all so much. Sheesh, ya'll don't let up fer a minute do ya?

Sqrl, you've been well liked since I've come to know you.

Sqrl you're so much fun *hugs*