I've lost my joy. I don't know how else to explain the way I feel now. I come here and all I'm able to do is type a few words of support and I hate that. Hopefully the new meds will kick in.......I feel so wiped out all the time. I guess it will take time to adjust to them. To anyone that I've neglected or pissed off or just been weird with.....I'm so sorry. I'll improve, I'm sure of that..but I just don't know how long it's going to take.......pat

don't you DARE go changing your weirdness..........get the joy back..........work on the zing, zest and verve but do NOT get rid of your weirdness sweetie. How else could you understand someone like me if you weren't such a weirdo?!

xoxoxoox sweetness. In yer corner. Got yer back. With yer pack.

hussmeistress

[MacD]

it doesn't matter to us what the time frame is...we'll wait and be a source of support...hang in there...! grace
and don't hesitate to pm if you need to vent...

[nightdream]

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I hope you feel better soon. You deserve so much to be happy. You are so wonderful.

nightdream

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeell, ((((((((((((((((((((Pat))))))))))))))))))))

Nothing to apologize for... nothing at all. Just work on you for a while and when you need us, just yell and we'll come running. Hope you feel better soon. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

ryan

[nothemama8]

Ain't it grand that when you have loved ones you never have to say I'm sorry, so accept this{*{*{*{*HUG*}*}*}*}
Angie

Sweet silly goose! You may have been quieter, but that's surely nothing to apologize for. If you are feeling so crappy, and you've STILL manage to type up supportive words to others - that just shows what a darling you are!
BIG hugs, emmy

[gardenergirl]

Yep, no apologies allowed for this. Love means never...oh, that's just bullpucky. But anyway, we love you, and you are doing fine here.

Take care of yourself. Remember, you have to put your own oxygen on before assisting other passengers on this journey.

gg

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((((((((((((Pat))))))))))))))))))))

xoxoxo
Fuzzy

[SeptemberMorn]

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Pat}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} You've carried us for a while, now it's our turn to carry you. "She ain't heavy; she's my sister."

[Wants2Fly]

((((((((((((((((((((((Pat))))))))))))))))))))))

No apologies . . . .

I came to my daughter's house Thursday night and read the messages that were up then.......I bawled and bawled and bawled. I don't want to be all Sally Fieldish and start blubbering, "you love me, you really love me" but is sorta how it felt. I feel much better today. I started the fourth med and am waiting for something to hit me. Seriously, reading the posts certainly does give me a big boost....... Thanks........tons..........and tons........and tons....xoxox pat

[vacantangel]

I'm glad you feel better.