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Mar 30, 2018, 03:41 AM
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Im still IP, but I'll be home for the next 3 days, then go back IP till the end of next week and after that ill be back to work.
It scares me i dont want to go through any of this, i still want to die. I bought alcohol and a blade right now. I dont want to go back to life and usual routine. Id just want it had worked a month ago and i wouldnt have to live and be any longer How can i go on day after dat, hour after hour? I feel like im going crazy... |
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Mar 31, 2018, 01:24 AM
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The first thing i did at home was cutting and drinking. Being home means being alive and i dont want that.
Being at the clinic means being semi dead and i can put up with life in that way. Not out of it. |
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