Originally Posted by Verity81

Being doing good on slimming world but having strong cravings for chocolate, sugary things and lots of it! A simple tiny packet of milk chocolate buttons is 4 syns and I am only having 10 syns a day! Sure there is plently of free food so I don't get hungry but I miss the sweet stuff, fruit doesn't quite cut it.
Am tearful today and having a huge urge to eat a whole easter egg I found hidden from last easter that I think might be one we got as a 3 for 2 offer but in the end didn't give it to anyone. I wanna eat it all and purge...I hate these urges but I'm feeling like I wanna be self destructive

hey verity..
you don't want to eat the whole easter egg.

from what I read above you're really trying with this, and eating the egg wouldn't be very healthy (I know the urges are hard to deal with when they happen,), is their something else you can distract yourself with or something else that you can eat that is small and is good for what you are doing?

perhaps you can give the egg to a friend, then it won't be their for you to want

(((((hugs))))

I have a craving too, for Bourbon biscuits

unfortunately, I can't buy them from the amazon pantry (which is what i've been using a lot lately being a prime member), and I don't have any

never mind. I'll stick to frazzels and smarties

spent most of today eating sour candy

feel a little full and i've not even had my dinner yet (turkey dinosaurs)

I wish I could just have 1 little tiny bag of candy

not like a huge tin of it

but it's always the way. biggist tin possible

[Verity81]

I binged on wine and chocolates today all because I was angry and upset. Feel sick now. I binge when I get into the mindset of 'I don't give a ****'.

Originally Posted by Verity81

I binged on wine and chocolates today all because I was angry and upset. Feel sick now. I binge when I get into the mindset of 'I don't give a ****'.

(((((hugs)))))

I binged on chocolate today.

it could have been worse.. I was going to have a toblerone, but I ended up putting that down and swapping it for quality street

yep... I am still ordering christmas chocolates in january

well they are so tasty..

and I need to start posting less to this thread

[Verity81]

I probably need to post more to this thread!

Couldn't stand slimming world. Never want to see pasta again

Gonna try to eat more fruit and veg but that's not a problem for me it's the overeating everything else!

I did eat some fruit today.

for breakfast I decided to have some oranges in sted of my usual sausages

directly afterwards, I ate a packet of potato chips (bad move after such a good breakfast)

not eaten anything since but i'm having dinner soon

actually not that hungry- I am, but not desperate

I just went online and ordered some candy (I know i'm not meant to until wednesday, but needed some to see me through)

[Verity81]

You sound like you are doing well! I was given a box of roses chocolates for my birthday and I keep dipping into them I really need to sort out this eating thing, I seem to have little control. I'm thinking of trying to log my food on my fitness pal, I don't wanna become obsessed with calories but I need to be held accountable!

went back to eating sausages today for breakfast.

new delivery should be here later, mainly gummy candy and chocolate, but some fizzy drink too

not yet decided if i'm going to have my roast dinner yet... I may stick to turkey dinosaurs- I love them

Originally Posted by Verity81

You sound like you are doing well! I was given a box of roses chocolates for my birthday and I keep dipping into them I really need to sort out this eating thing, I seem to have little control. I'm thinking of trying to log my food on my fitness pal, I don't wanna become obsessed with calories but I need to be held accountable!

I've never cared much for calories

the way I see it (and it isn't a healthy way), is, who cares about how many calories you have- or how well you look after yourself, because after all is done, you're still going to die

I know, not a good way of looking at it, but I seriously don't care

[Verity81]

I've kinda been feeling the same although to quote my friend I don't want to be lying on my death bed thinking I passed on that slice of chocolate cake!

Stressful day today so ended up eating 7 slices of pizza! now have bellyache and still craving more!

Originally Posted by Verity81

I've kinda been feeling the same although to quote my friend I don't want to be lying on my death bed thinking I passed on that slice of chocolate cake!

Stressful day today so ended up eating 7 slices of pizza! now have bellyache and still craving more!

don't worry about that verity.

when it comes to pizza, I always order a large one on tuesday- and their is at least 11/ 12 slices (and I eat it all with garlic bread!)

yesterday I made myself sick (I didn't throw up,), but I did eat a little too much chocolate and found myself gagging on it

I did a stupid thing and and didn't cut the chocolate in to bite size peaces, rather scoffing it all whole

I had some potato chips too and some candy

ah yes,

I also had my roast dinner

so plenty of food yesterday

[Fuzzybear]

I bought a skirt a couple of sizes too big, really been feeling like binging lately

And all the wine I've been drinking has made me put on too much weight

[Verity81]

I bought jeans a size bigger and it does knock my confidence. I know I shouldn't but I keep looking at the skinny girls on tv thinking why can't I just have more control over my appetite without resorting to ed behaviours.
But then again maybe those girls do have ed behaviours?

the only thing stopping me from eating my tub of harrybo candy is that I can't open it

(how sad does that sound?)

ah well. I have other things. after eight mints, smarties, stuff like that

and later i'm having a BBQ pizza!. with ggarlic bread!

I regret eating that pizza yesterday.

A, it was absolutely disgusting and left a bad taste in my mouth

B, because of that, it made me eat mor junk

C, it made me even more sick because I ate so much rubbish

please remind me if i ever have a pizza again to stick to the meat feast..

I really think that pizza's put me off for life

eating way too much.
ordered new groceries in wednesday (most of it being chocolate and stuff), it's now saturday- and it's almost all gone

had big portions of my meals too

yesterday I had 4 giant naan breads (I didn't cut them up, just in whole) and some chicken with bread crumbs on it

actually today's the first day where i've not felt I need to eat so much

couldn't even get through my breakfast actually

[Verity81]

trying to make better food choices. rice cakes instead of crisps, a small milky bar rather than bigger chocolate bar. I can't give up certain foods but I can make less calorific choices I guess. Its a start....

yesterday I ate half my harrybo tub

(actually, to be fair to me, they were packets in the tub rather than individual sweets) and they were really small, so I guess I didn't do too badly

had a midnight feast (consisting of 5 bags of crisps, a toblerone, and a big thing of jelly babies)

today had my big pizza (like I do every tuesday)

and some chocolate too

it's going to be 1 of those days.

constantly hungry no matter what I eat