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I notice I often have to say that my husband does not harm my self esteem over my weight (or anything).
The reason I feel the need to do this comes from my borderline personality disorder fear of being rejected if I am not OKay. And I hate my size and addiction and ailments, I do not feel like I am worth being loved because of my issues. Just fyi. Not gloating about husband support, self reminders because of deep insecurity. Edit addition: I just figured that out. I feel like I am good at breaking things down, and figuring things out, but am not good at fixing things. I don't know how to move forward, only too disassemble the past. |
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