I hope I am allowed to actually do this (I couldn't think of any other way to continue the thread)

anyway this thread follows on from the daily check in thread

I didn't do so well yesterday.

part of it was down to pure greed. I didn't bother cutting up the chicken pie, rather ate the whole thing in 1 go (how it didn't damage my mouth, I don't actually know)

and partly because when I ordered groceries, 90 percent of it was sweets and chocolates

it all (the new stuff), arived yesterday afternoon

all ready eating through a 1 KG bag of gummies

[bearguardian]

I dont have eating disorders but am starting cooking all by myself. Thats a big step for me so I feel like replying to this.
Daily check? The shadows are banging at my spirit cave doors. Some have managed to get through and eat my apple pie.
Daily thought? You cant live by bread alone, you need the spirit too.
Good luck.

Originally Posted by bearguardian

I dont have eating disorders but am starting cooking all by myself. Thats a big step for me so I feel like replying to this.
Daily check? The shadows are banging at my spirit cave doors. Some have managed to get through and eat my apple pie.
Daily thought? You cant live by bread alone, you need the spirit too.
Good luck.

what are you going to cook?

what made you interested in cooking?

welcome to this section!

[bearguardian]

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

what are you going to cook?

what made you interested in cooking?

welcome to this section!

1) not really cooking today, first baby steps:
Jednostavni recepti: Posni rolat sa suvim gro??em i ?ele bombonama

2) my mom seems too exausted.

3) I try to see as many new posts as I can, but thanx for welcome.

i'd say i'm eating quite well

breakfast: some fruit

had my last pack of after eight mints as a snack

that's all i'm eating now until dinner

(and I can't actually remember what I am having for dinner)

munching on some gummies before my roast.

I didn't want them, and tried for hours not to have them, but...

defeated in the end

started the week eating very little (barely anything yesterday)

but tonight it's my pizza night, and i'm not making it any secret that i'm going to have my 12 inch meat one (I really don't care how good yesterday was)

had my pizza tuesday

ordered groceries wednesday (all junk), and now eating loads

pizza set me up I guess

eating very little today

in fact, for dinner, i'm only cooking chicken and nothing with it (that's chicken in bread crumbs)

well,

so much for eating little yesterday

I ended up cooking naan bread with my chicken, and cutting it really small so it lasted a lot longer than it would have done

then I ate 2 bags of potato chips and candy

so far today, i've eaten:

a bowl of oranges

some smarties

going to have my roast dinner later (roast chicken this week)

I know I always say i'll eat less,

but i am always hungry

always

I ate another tube of smarties yesterday.

far too quickly and felt a little sick afterwards

all i've had so far today is 2 oranges for breakfast

currently snacking on a box of after eight's

I had oranges for breakfast again, and apart from the mints nothing else yet

but I have chicken for dinner, (and I also have) another tube of smarties, which is extremely tempting

the tube of smarties live to fight another day (by the time I finished my after eights and my dinner, I really didn't fancy them)

today is grocery ordering day.

I actually still need to plan what i'm having for dinner (I had oranges for breakfast, which is good)

since I missed out on my pizza yesterday, maybe that....

smarties- gone

cupboards- full of junk

so yeah

I suppose I didn't eat as much as I could yesterday, but it was still bad

currently craving chocolate.

so having some

was meant to have KFC yesterday.

my friend at the last moment decided she couldn't buy me one (and didn't give me a valid reason as to why not), so I ended up having 3 turkey peaces and some chips (and cried)

couldn't eat much since I felt depressed about the whole KFC thing, was really looking forward to it (I never look forward to anything!), so it was a big thing for me.

is anyone else actually posting to this?

lol...

[bearguardian]

I have started starving myself the last few days. I have reached the point of my fat tolerance.

Originally Posted by bearguardian

I have started starving myself the last few days. I have reached the point of my fat tolerance.

last time I did that I ended up in the hospital for a very long time.

do be careful

today i've every reason to binge.

not only is it pancake day (the only time of the year I get to eat pancakes), but it is also tuesday.

so I get to eat my 12 inch pizza later on ( my meat feast)

so far, I have eaten 2 pancakes and my breakfast

mid afternoon now

yesterday I ordered my usual candy and junk food bits, but didn't actually eat much.

in the morning I had breakfast and a couple chocolate bars, in the afternoon I ordered some KFC online (thanks little cat!)

all I did yesterday was eat and watch reruns of shows i've seen like 100 times all ready.

depression sucks