Laxatives

So I suffer from binge eating and over eating, recently I was watching some show about extreme obsessions and there's this one girl who was obsessed with taking 100 laxatives per day for 150. She was really skinny but I like how she looked. So I thought of taking many laxatives myself to lose weight. I get mines from a prescription of MiraLAX for my IBS and so I started taking double the dosage that I could handle. So far, it's been a real pain to go to the bathroom. I needed wipes before but now I have to use them every time I have a bowel movement. I know TMI. I haven't lost any pounds yet but then again I've been eating more for subwa before but now I have to use them every time I have a bowel movement. I know TMI. I haven't lost any pounds yet but then again I've been eating more some reason. I actually got addicted to or really liked being really stuffed and now I see my stomach has gone up so I am panicking, this is why am trying to use laxatives to help me. Because like metabolism, if you keep going to the bathroom then I guess your stomach is moving for using up the energy. this is just what I think but I wander as anybody else had laxatives for weight loss? I'm guess I'm just ranting or wanting to talk but I'm just curious. Also, I actually feel more stuffed and feeling like I'm almost losing control of my bowels but I can't seem to stop using them. Plus I have Tumerick to help me which is also A good bowel cleaner. I don't know.

I can't even begin to describe to you what a horrible idea that is. As someone who had bulimia for seven years, believe me. You're ruining your body. Taking laxatives like that will, if anything, slow your metabolism down, and you will start to gain weight. What's worse is that your body will become dependent on laxatives and you will develop horrible gastrointestinal issues. Please think twice about this.

Yeah I know. My body was telling me that. I just got really desperate for something. I just feel awful sometimes, like so fat and I see it in the mirror.

Yeah, so do I, but it's a matter of life and death. Good luck with everything. I'm here if you ever need advice.