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I wanna eat, wanna binge so bad
So bad that it hurts & makes me sad It hurts beyond any torture, any pain This kind of disease, so full of disdain I fight, I try so hard not to give in But temptation keeps on knocking… On my door, screaming right in my face With food I crave, it only acts to replace… All the feelings that are buried deep down so I find it incredibly difficult to even try to let go… Of all of this pain, buried deep down within No matter how hard I try, I end up giving in I take the food, it tastes good for a bit But it cannot hide all of the hidden ***** That I hold in my heart, feels too much to bear This weight covering me isn’t going anywhere Without me trying to drop the extra pounds Seems so unreal, least that’s how it sounds All the trauma that I have had to endure Over the years, some still feels unsure Of all the people, of all the pain I carry inside It’s so much easier if I keep it in and just hide Away from the world, who’ve taken so much At a time when using just the simplest of touch Would damage me so, inside and out I’d lost my voice, I just couldn’t shout For help, for someone to save my soul Wasn’t really asking for that much at all Just to be loved, to be cared for, humanised Instead the pain so bad it’s left me paralysed Now only memories of my time back then When I was taken over and over again |
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Hi @WonderSun - welcome to MSF My Support Forums.
Sorry you have suffered so much in the past. That sounds rough. Hope you get the support you are looking for. __________________ Super Moderator Community Support Team "Things Take Time" |
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Thanks @CANDC. It’s been a tough time lately
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Thanks candc
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Thanks, fuzzybear |
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