I think it finally migh tbe over I just can't handle it

She slowly saying things and telling me idk and she will think about it. Like in my head think about us and staying, I'm still so confused because we lay together we gone to places together and I'm just like what are we doing. I'm totally in limbo. My feelings for her haven't changed, they are the same. I'm scared she is done but doesn't want to break me more than I am already.

I'm planning to let her be for a bit and I'm also planning a get away with friends. I'm looking into all the possible outcomes and see where to go from here.