[Fuzzybear]

for a minute today i thought


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and thanks for viewing.

[Fuzzybear]

I feel like I'm the person who is always giving (IRL)
and although its probably irrational, seeing all the views here and no replies makes me feel disgusting
and unwanted like when the parents booted me out
"not good enough" "dont measure up" "has potential.... possibly"

So I'm ripping out the negative tapes and tearing them up.
And dumping them in the garbage where they belong.

Also remembering the rotton apples the mother fed me on. That was all I was worth to her apparently

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

I feel like I'm the person who is always giving (IRL)
and although its probably irrational, seeing all the views here and no replies makes me feel disgusting
and unwanted like when the parents booted me out
"not good enough" "dont measure up" "has potential.... possibly"

So I'm ripping out the negative tapes and tearing them up.
And dumping them in the garbage where they belong.

Also remembering the rotton apples the mother fed me on. That was all I was worth to her apparently

You have those feelings and that's okay....
But please remember you are special you are wanted and you do make people feel good. BUT - people get so into their personal stuff and depression, seasonal change.. That's the only thing I figure... Or yeah I'm just boring....
Also I see all the views of post yet no replies - maybe they JUST don't know what to say - Or you just said it for them.

[crystalrose]

fuzzy. Ur worth can't be measured its so much. Sometimes when i see your posts and they have been deleted i think maybe fuzzy doesn't want a reply. But maybe i should reply. I'm sorry if you feel less supported than usual.

[pegasus]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

So I'm ripping out the negative tapes and tearing them up.
And dumping them in the garbage where they belong.

Yep! Keep doing that!

((((((((( Furrypaws ))))))))))

[perpetuallysad]

Hi, I haven't had a chance to talk to you before, but I hate when people seem to "ignore" my posts. I am so sorry I didn't see this earlier. I have been trying to make sure to say something when no one seems to have responded to a person who is reaching out. I hope you are feeling better.

[Fuzzybear]

Thanks all of you for replying

starlite, crystalrose, pegasus, perpetuallysad

[Bill3]

Fuzzybear, I'm sorry. You give a zillion hugs here, so it seems a particular rejection to experience people hearing you by reading your post and then moving on without responding. It's a reliving of your childhood; no doubt you tried in many ways to reach your parents as well, to get an acknowledgment and an affectionate response, but they also turned away.

[Fuzzybear]

You're exactly right

Thanks for your response (((((((( Bill3 ))))))))

[Bill3]

You're welcome!

[sabby]

((((((( fuzzy ))))))))

Let's try to remember that views of posts also add up from people viewing from the outside who are not members and cannot post to a thread. And sometimes, members read and need time to think how to respond before they do respond. There are many reasons why this could take time. None of which mirror your lack of self worth hon. Please take good care of yourself.

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((((( sabby ))))))))))))

I do know that. Thanks for allowing the honest expression in this thread.

It was about my mother, not the members on pc.

Thanks for seeing that

[Zen888]

Originally Posted by _sabby_

((((((( fuzzy ))))))))

Let's try to remember that views of posts also add up from people viewing from the outside who are not members and cannot post to a thread. And sometimes, members read and need time to think how to respond before they do respond. There are many reasons why this could take time. None of which mirror your lack of self worth hon. Please take good care of yourself.

Queen Fuzzy Bear,

I agree with what Sabby has said to you. And would like to add that you are a worthwhile person and deserve to be heard! Simply PM me and tell me where you have posted and I will respond.

Take gentle care of yourself!

[rainbow8]

(((((Fuzzybear))))),

I also hate when people don't reply to my threads. It makes me feel so, so rejected, back to elementary school days. I know you're a special person!!!

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((((((((((( everyone ))))))))))))))))
I think when I posted it was in the middle of the night in America. I'm not "blaming" anyone for not responding ....I posted something hard for me and got scared and deleted it. Nobody's fault (except for mine) I do feel the same as you though ((((((( rainbow )))))))) feeling rejected even if not in reality being rejected is a trigger back to childhood.
I appreciate everyone here

[susan888]

(((Furry Paws)))
She was wrong.....You are a wonderful, beautiful person who is worthy of love and understanding.

[SUNNY2009]

Hi Fuzzybear,
Love your name I just wanted to apologize that I had not replied to your post. Sometimes it feels like I am not sure what to say and then I start writing but back out.....
Well that is not fair to you, and so here I am...back at it.
I am hoping that you are feeling better and want you to know, that you were and are still a beautiful child. Although your mother may not have treated you well, it is not because you didnt deserve it. You abosolutely deserved and continue to deserve being loved and treated with kindness, respect and all kinds of positive input.
I am sending you some hugs and I hope it helps

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((((((((((((( everyone ))))))))))))))))))