[(JD)]

sorry folks. ttfn

[Gemstone]

(((((((( Sky )))))))) I am sorry you are feeling bad.

[eskielover]

I hate "stuff" too. You don't have to be sorry. I hope you are able to feel at least a little better & able to handle a little bit of stuff soon.

~~hugz~~(((((((((((((_Sky)))))))))

Debbie

[BlueFaith]

((((Sky)))) Sorry you are feeling bad. I hope you feel better soon. I'll be thinkin' of ya.

[LadyDragus]

my bright sky.
my sky that shines down upon me

I need you up there to fly around in.
If you are not here to handle stuff, how can I keep flying aroud..

we belong together a dragon has to have her sky to fly in right

I know it is hard sometimes, and I am sorry, ....
I truly am..

but your dragon is here for you just like you were here for her the ohter day. ok.

Love lady D..

[Rapunzel]

((((((((((Sky)))))))))))

(((_sky)))
I'm sorry you are feeling sad. Hope you soon feel better and able to come back to us. Keep yourself safe.
LC

[shadowdancer]

((((((((((((((((sky))))))))))))))))

what's wrong?? we're here for you. take care, ok?

-shadow

((((((((((((((sky))))))))))))))
hang in there
w_i

[(JD)]

Tks (((((hugs))) My T doesn't want me to avoid these PROBLEMS ... but if I try and work through them I"LL BE THE ONE BANNED.

Mindfulness. yeah right... I'm a feeling angry. ANGRY! I'm feeling angry because one person is hogging the site and annoying many of us and I'm feeling angry because it's making me feel like OUR disorders are secondary to allow for the one person's DISORDERS. I'm feeling frustrated and angry because it doesn't feel fair. I'm feeling angry and frustrated because there isn't any way I can change things and I'm feeling upset because I hate feeling this way. I hate feeling. I hate feeling this way and allowing someone else push my buttons. I feel hate and I don't want to feel hate. I am feeling such extreme emotions and I'm feeling afraid to voice my frustrations because I am held to a higher standard. I'm feeling things are against me because I am held to a higher standard. I'm feeling angry because I feel that is unfair too. I'm feeling angry because I'm thinking that others are banned for hogging the site and yet when this person affects ME it's my problem and they are not stopped. I'm feeling bad because the actions of anybody else affects me. I'm feeling wrong. I'm feeling angry at myself because I don't want to feel wrong. I'm feeling angry because I should not be held to a higher standard. I'm feeling bad for feeling angry. I feel bad for feeling. I'm feeling horrible because I come here to NOT feel and to be able to stay here I have to do this stupid mindfulness to be able to stay here.. I'm feeling angry because I feel feelings all damn day and I need to come HERE to not feel but to be able to not get banned I need to think and feel. I'm angry because things aren't the way I need them to be and I'm feeling NOTHING is fair now. I feel bad. I feel I'm always wrong and everyone else is right. I'm feeling confused and upset because I am not feeling the right way. GOT THE IDEA????

[h0kie]

((((((((((Sky)))))))))

I think you stated your feelings well. Feelings aren't right or wrong, they just are. Thinking of you.

[LadyDragus]

i agree you have said how you feel very well.

talk it out some more.. we are here for you..

dragon hugs to you

[Rapunzel]

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Sky}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Good job expressing feelings! I know, you need a place where you feel safe and supported, and when your safe place becomes triggering and not safe anymore, that feels bad. I am glad that you got this out, and I sincerely hope that it gets better for you.

My door is always open to you, and you are welcome to write to me any time.

Rap

[eskielover]

_Sky,

You have expressed in words what I have been feeling lately & didn't know how to put it into words. I think for me, the frustration I am finding is adding to what is going on in my own life. Buttons are being pushed that are already pushed daily. Frustration of not being listened to & being of no value or being wrong. Having my thoughts discouraged is something that is hard for me to accept & have delt with all my life & was able to fight back. When fighting back is inappropriate & silence is the only option....only adds to the internal frustration. I know that I hold the responsibility for my reaction to the situation. However I must realize that it is also my responsibility to take care of myself so that I do not harm myself with my reactions. I also am frustrated in coming to the realization that taking myself out of the situations that cause those reactions is probably my only solution in caring for myself.

Thank you for putting your feelings into words so that I could be able to define my feelings better. I hope you can come to terms with this stuff making sure you care for yourself.

You are not alone _Sky,
Debbie