[Can't Stop Crying]

It is winning, the past, flooding me with thoughts, feelings, flashbacks, nightmares...

I am feeling so desperate and vulnerable. I need to keep it together for my family. I have no strength left.

Everything they ever told me - you will fail, you will never amount to anything, you are worthless. It is all becoming true. I wanted to prove them wrong. I wanted to be strong.

Everything I've tried has failed, I don't want to try anymore.

How do I reclaim myself from the ghosts that always haunt me?

[Sannah]

CSC, the past needs to be discussed in therapy........

[lost girl]

Originally Posted by Can't Stop Crying

It is winning, the past, flooding me with thoughts, feelings, flashbacks, nightmares...

I am feeling so desperate and vulnerable. I need to keep it together for my family. I have no strength left.

Everything they ever told me - you will fail, you will never amount to anything, you are worthless. It is all becoming true. I wanted to prove them wrong. I wanted to be strong.

Everything I've tried has failed, I don't want to try anymore.

How do I reclaim myself from the ghosts that always haunt me?

Know that you are not alone in this and wait it out is all I can tell you. I know how it feels to be in this horrible hell. I have been having major issues with a lot of similar stuff. Stay strong and go to therapy it will help. We are in this together.