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I wish I had somewhere to hide from this. It's been one thing after another, each thing beating on the other and none of it being for anything good. I got very little sleep last night thinking about everything, writing a note to the psych since it will be a while before the next appointment, and then tried to distract myself by staying up even later playing computer games. I am so tired of all these thoughts and everything. I am physically and mentally tired that I just want to go to bed for a very long time in a very deep sleep and by the time I wake up everything will be perfect, like this is all a bad dream. Besides everything else, I know it doesn't help that at this moment I am supposed to be going on a blind date. What the H*** was I thinking when I agreed to this?!