hard...

feeling so anxious lately. feeling like i'm gonna die soon. don't know how long i will last through this one. wish it would go away. just gotta put it somewhere. wish i could talk to someone but i can't.

we are here

(((haier)))

I get those days too, sometimes a few day in a row like that. I utter the same statement at times. But that is part of the struggle with PTSD sadly. It does get better haier, but it is no fun to feel that way, I hear you.

You have to keep being your own best friend haier, I do that for myself too.

Are you still looking for a T? Keep searching, it took me a few months to find one that would work for peanuts. And all I had was PC for a while.

Rose is right, we are here and will always listen so you are not entirely alone.

(((Hugs))))
Open Eyes

I'm all ears for anyone at any point in time. PTSD is NOT a joke, I've done extremely extravagant things because of it and have several suicidal tendencies a day because of PTSD.

Stay strong, fight back and talk. I don't know you, I won't judge you and I surely don't deceive. We have enough of that going around as it is.

Here for you and always will be,

IntereCreperum

I hear you. Hang in there as much as you can, it's not about fixing it but like surviving it.

Yeah. Not proud to admit it.

I'm a mess.