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#1
May 04, 2006, 01:04 PM
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D*mn, i'm feeling alone!!!!!
 I am feeling like I'm different and either not understood or misunderstood...  Patricia |
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#2
May 04, 2006, 01:20 PM
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.....until you have enough.
Lar |
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May 04, 2006, 01:25 PM
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I feel so alone Lar....
I hate feeling this way, don't know right now if I'm in the right place for me  Patrica |
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May 04, 2006, 01:35 PM
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(((((((((((((( Patricia )))))))))))))))
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May 04, 2006, 01:39 PM
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I actually feel like crying.....I can't but I feel like it!!!
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May 04, 2006, 01:54 PM
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Crying is an act of honour, Patricia. You can get my shoulder wet, Pat. It's okay.
Lar |
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#7
May 04, 2006, 02:00 PM
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I don't even know where to start...
These emotions just came out of nowhere... I really don't know??????? I need a shoulder but don't think it'll get very wet... I haven't actually cried in yrs....
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#8
May 04, 2006, 02:07 PM
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Lar I think maybe sters support is affecting me....he convinced me it is ok to cry etc. but I haven't in yrs and I'm blocked....the emotions are in my stomach but won't surface....
help?! |
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#9
May 04, 2006, 02:48 PM
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Just think of the part of you inside that so very much needs to be held and told it is going to be okay. Touch that place with your own heart. Embrace the need. It's going to be okay. It's okay to cry, now.
Lar |
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#10
May 04, 2006, 03:10 PM
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Larry, I've been going around in circles...
I remember before.... I have a poem from the "old"me, I wasn't held as a child... Once again I find myself saying good bye, knowing things will never be the same, I can't stop these tears no matter how hard I try, cherishing and remembering that sacred name, So many times in the past I have experienced this, such love and sorrow together as one, for so many I have given my farewell kiss, each one a memory and yet reality non, I search my soul for some reason why, and reach into my heart for some form of comfort, but all I can do is break down and cry, wondering if he could sense how much I hurt, As time goes by I sit alone, wondering of his health and overall condition, hoping his new companion will ring my phone, reassuring me I have left him in a good position, But for all of my weeping and negative feeling, I can't help but experience a little joy, and start the process of my broken hearts healing, because of the time I spent with that special boy. I wrote that poem for my first dog, Bobby, after I had to give him away and before I changed.... I feel like a true gemini... I have two very different personalities...before I changed the two were emotional..... but now one is emotional and controlled and the other, well, won't get into that. I know you're trying to help me and I want it very much.... I feel sooo confused {sigh} Patricia xx |
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