[bearhugs]

I am borken beyong repair. No one is out there for me the world is such a cruel place. Flashbacks bumbard me one after the other bang bang bang, sometimes i can barely see.

SO much has been going on for me in terms of my PTSD being triggered. Its been a very difficult time for me and i come online today to see if there is anyone out here for me on this site.

My body is egsuasted, my body so numb, and so cold. I am at a loss for words.

bearhugs.

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((((( gentle hugs if ok ))))))))))))

You are in my thoughts,
Fuzzy

Yes, there are people here for you on this website. You are being heard.

Very sorry that you feel so lonely. You are not beyond repair though, don't give up. Isn't there anyone in your life that could lend you an ear and/or a shoulder? A counsellor? might be the option. They might lessen this feeling of isolation and oppresiveness that stifle you, as well as help making snese (and going beyond) the "flashbacks".

Do feel free to vent, there are ears (and shoulders) here. You are not alone.

Take care.

[Lexicon78]

I hear you LOUD & CLEAR!

PM me if you need to!

[Rhapsody]

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((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS ))))))))

I too hear you loud and clear and yet I have to say one word....... NEVER!!! - for everyone is fixable, even I was and I used to feel just as you are feeling now - but.... 10 years of constant therapy and inner work has paid off.


LoVe,
Rhapsody -

[ster]

I hope you are feeling better now ((((((((( bearhugs ))))))))))))))))

[(JD)]

We are here for you at PC. but I'm sure we all understand that IRL there isn't anyone who understands (except a few of our Ts )

Don't compare with those ppl... keep your balance through us here at PC... we do understand.

((be gentle with yourself)) it isn't always this bad.

[dreaming2fly]

(((((((bearhugs))))))

Kat

[Ohlostme]

I SOOOO understand what you're feeling. I've felt that way, too, many times.

There are incredibly supportive and giving people here on this forum, as you see. Know you're not alone.

(((hugs)))

[Pmarie]

Dear Bearhugs, I am sorry that you are going through such terrible sadness, but you wrote, and that shows you have hope. You are not alone. I feel alone when I have those feelings, but that isn't true either. Thank you for reaching out; you are a help to me. I hope you are feeling better soon.

[bipolar_bear]

Try and remember you have many friends here. I know it is very hard to do that at times. I am so sorry you are having such a hard time.