Shut down- no words

It's been a rough few years. I'm scared! I've lost my voice..sometimes there are no words no matter how hard you try.
I want to try, I want to succeed but I am blocked. One thing after another is breaking me down.
I try so hard yet see no results. I'm afraid. I've questioned my effort, questioned my sincere desire. They are true.
There is no need for a response.. Just trying.

If your effort and desire are true you will be able to do this. Keep trying.

Love and hugs to you

(((Cottonball))),

You have been very quiet lately, what is going on? How is your new living arangements working out, how is your little one? Are you still working?
Talk a little, let us know, so we cannot help/support/listen. This is good, you have some thoughts, lets see if we can keep them going a little ok?

(((Hugs for encouragement)))
Open Eyes

(((Open)))
My little one is good. Thank god! Happy and active as a 2 year old should be.
I'm doing ok in that respect, I think.
Not working but looking for a job, the new place I rented in under foreclosure so I have to be out soon. It sucks.
Things aren't good. In fact very bad emotionally. I once could not sleep now it's all I want to do.
Went on my first date in 3 years and ended up bruised to ****- cant remember a thing. I only had 2 glasses of wine so it scares me.
Sigh.. I can't open tonight... It's been so rough!
I hope tomorrow I can.
Hugs, cotton

....I could typed this post myself. Please keep posting....