[Aiuto]

I am done with this all of my diagnosis and fighting to get anything!I am done call me weak or whatever I cannot handle all this negative crap that has been coming at me non stop for a few weeks now.I received more diagnosis, got denied disability, about to loose EVERYTHING I have. I cannot live like this ANYMORE.I been fighting for 2years 2 long and it is getting my situation nowhere but worse!

Put down that bottle! Doing that will not solve your problems. It will only pile new problems on top of all the old ones. Most people do get turned down for disability. You have to keep trying to get it. Never, ever give up no matter how long it takes!

[Open Eyes]

(((Aiuto))),

You are giving us a scare here, I am hoping you didn't follow through with your angry thoughts.

Often people have to apply for disability more than once too. Some have a lawyer do it for them and make out better that way.

I can understand your anger, please don't take it out on yourself.

(((Hugs))))

Can you let us know you are ok please?
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I'm sorry that you're feeling so upset right now!
It's completely understandable, though, but it's not fair to yourself to hurt yourself out of anger.

Maybe you can look into finding a lawyer to help you with qualifying for disability.
I can also understand how frustrating new diagnoses can be. But, there is some good to having a new diagnosis, if it's correct, then the professionals can better treat you.

[chelsi]

I can understand how you feel, I've been denied for disability and my first appeal was denied too. The next appeal is about a year away at this point...

I know what it feels like to lose (almost) everything - I lost most of my personal resources - I can't think straight, can't remember things from one day to the next; can't stand to go out in public, and I feel like crap all the time except for when I feel like garbage or I'm numb; my savings ran out last year and I have no income. I would have been on the streets except that my married kid & spouse let me live with them but it is a very difficult situation - they've told me they don't want me here, they don't talk to me - never ask how I'm doing or if they can help in any way - and are very controlling... living here feels like being in prison.

At the same time, I have my 'self' (even if I've sustained a lot of damage), I have a roof over my head, and although I'm afraid to hope much at all, there is some hope that my next appeal hearing with Social Security will go my way.

I think getting a lawyer to help with your disability appeal is a good idea, I've done some research and it seems like more people win their appeals when they have lawyers helping them. The good thing about disability lawyers is that most of them work on contingency - you don't have to pay them until you are awarded disability, then they get paid from your back award. There is a cap on how much they can charge, too, so you have protections.

I know it can be very discouraging to keep going, but I hope you can find a path that will take you through and out of this rough time you're going through right now. You will lose even more if you hurt yourself. Nothing stays the same forever, so you have some hope that things will get better.

Try to hold on and be strong for yourself, because you are worth it.

[Aiuto]

I am sorry for the negative post/thoughts to this community.Thanks everybody. I greatly appreciate it!I flushed the bottle.I have so many lawyer's that's another reason why I am losing my whatever I guess soul IDK. I am in a compulsive state of mind of terror because the date of my anniversary from the date my life changed for the worst. I am seeing my T 2 times a week until I get back balanced and all my diagnosis calmed down.