[Zen888]

I do. I feel as though I have this grey cloud of impending darkness/something bad is about to happen. I don't feel secure. I have a hard time trusting ppl and allowing myself to open up to them. I just feel emotionally closed off and numb.

Yes I feel that way a lot.

It's not a good feeling at all.

I've been this way since I was a small child-- always felt the world is not a safe place and bad things can happen at any moment.
Been hypervigilent as long as I can remember- -- and being numb has been the only way I've coped and made it as far as I have-- I think that "numb" can be protective. Though I've been told it's not supposed to be desirable for long term............

Sorry you are feeling similar--

mandy

[purplemoon]

I totally understand this feeling. I have felt this way as long as I can remember.

((((Pilatus))))

[biplol]

{{{{{{{{{{{{{pilatus}}}}}}}}}}}}} I do hon, but most of the time I try to think that life has to go on, I hope you can feel better sometime soon.
Tons of hugs for you!

[froggie2]

Yes Couldn't go in a certain store because of the way they treated me. Harassement to make me quit after I got injured and they had to accomodate me. Went on for years before they got me to break. Still can't deal with the paper work that was involved. I can go in a different store of the same chain but that took a few years too.