Anyone???????????

Hi, I'm in between psych and therapists... it's slow going finding someone who can help me....

I can't stop thinking that people are out to harm me in some way or another. It can be as small as hurting my feelings, making me look stupid or as large as looking through my things "to have something on me". I don't hear voices or see things. I've been diagnosed with PTSD and a few other things.
People have done horribly rotten things to me for most of my 34 years and I don't know how to let this go. I don't know how to decipher who is not trying to hurt me and who actually is. This is hard to keep to myself. I'm soooo tired from analyzing every word and the actions of people just to see if there out to get me. I seem to be always looking for any red flag. Does this make any kind of sense to anyone???
This is one of the reasons I can rarely leave my house. : (

It makes sense to me.... I think it's part of PTSD. I understand. I've been there and sometimes I still am there. I wish you much luck in finding a good therapist to help you.... and we are here for support and advice too

Thank you Fuzzybear. I really appreciate that. Blessings to you !!!!

I know what you mean, I get those feelings too, and it makes sense. When you've been hurt by people too often it's hard to gain trust in anyone again. That's why I like this site. I find it easier to trust people online because it would be harder for them to hurt me here.
I hope it can help you too

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I'll apologize in advance for not having any words of wisdom or great advice. I don't know much about PTSD except that I have it along w/ some other stuff. Just know that you have every right to feel the way you do but don't lose faith on all humanity. There are so many good people out there. Try taking it down a knotch. I mean try not to analyze and just hear what people are saying. Give it a chance, just listen and not read into it so much. Maybe I'm naive cause I always want to believe there is more good then bad and if we don't try to give it a chance you can't brake the cycle. It's no way to live your life. I'm a pessamist myself so I just antcipate the worst and hope for the best. Sorta like rolling the dice but if you don't try you will rob yourself of any good that you clearly deserve.
I don't like giving advice but I hope some good will come out of it.

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