Added more hard things

Doctor fails to take good care of me and I am in my traumas. Somebody fussing at me....trauma. I end up with severe pain inside because I keep punishing me inside me. Everything seems to trigger hurting me.

I had a big challenge with doctors and my therapist talked to some and also gave me a letter to give a doctor if I needed. Are you seeing a therapist right now PianogirlPlays?

I am and I will be talking with her today. I have gotten really scared in this and very confused about what to do or how to handle the situation. Maybe I can be helped . I have reasons why I don't just stop going to this one particular doctor but my reasons are confused with my dependence on this drug for arthritis.