[Luminar12010]

Hi all

23 years ago when i was 16 i was in a car accident. I was popped onto the bonnet (hood) of a car and was driven for a while, then i flew off. I landed on my back a bit dazed and as i was lying there i could see the car headlight heading straight for my head. I backpeddled to get out of the way, the car stopped with the wheel on my leg. The driver then wheelspun and damaged my leg very badly.

All these years later i think about how close i was to being killed, but the last year ive felt a huge draw to the location of the accident, i keep visting it. I dont honestly know why, i just feel drawn to it and it gives me a feeling of sadness, but still i cant stay away. just wondered if anyone else experiences anything like this

[leejosepho]

Originally Posted by Luminar12010

...just feel drawn to it and it gives me a feeling of sadness, but still i cant stay away...

I have a memory of a certain incident I sometimes re-play in my mind while realizing it could have easily resulted in death and while wondering why I had not thoughtfully avoided it in the first place -- I know at least part of that answer -- and also wondering whether I might ever again find myself having fallen into that same kind of situation. So, maybe you are just wishing there could be some kind of re-do or maybe just wanting to possibly discover any kind of way to assure that kind of incident is never repeated.

That sounds like a horrible accident and I'm so sorry you experienced something so traumatic. I don't know why you are drawn there, but perhaps your mind is looking for some closure. I'm so sorry.