Scared

I have been feeling like I’m going down a steady slope for a long time now and I’m certain there’s nothing to do about it anymore. I’m to the point where I feel like I’m going crazy and scared and sad all the time. My thoughts keep becoming negative. I was sexually abused as a child but I also feel like I’m going crazy in general. I feel so different from everyone like I cannot connect and I have no one to relate with. I’m just scared of how I’m going to turn out if I keep feeling like this. I have been admitted into a mental hospital before due to overdose because I was feeling suicidal. I feel terrible for hurting so many people from my overdose, but I really don’t want people to feel sad. I’m just done here and I want out. I’m scared and nervous and sad and I would rather be sleeping all the time. I truly do not know what to do at this point and I just wanted to post about it so people could see and possibly understand.

Welcome to PC!
I hope you find the information and the support you may be seeking.
Please make yourself at home here.
There are lots of helpful forums here which have people struggling with similar issues.

I am very sorry you've had to go through trauma.
There is hope. Pease keep posting. I think you'll find many people here do understand and will offer support.

Please keep yourself safe.


WC