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Sep 20, 2004, 05:37 PM
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...go ANYWHERE!
I don't think I can do the pain center... talk about that later. I don't want to go to the meeting I have in less than an hour... I don't want to go eat. I don't want to think. I don't want to figure out how to get my yard done... I don't want to try and balance my checkbook. I don't want to do my stretches. I don't want to take this new medicine. I don't want to be in pain. I don't want to be so fatigued. I don't want to feel like I have to do right all the time. I don't want to have to get fuel in the car or have the tires rotated. that should be enough for you to get the point.... guess I'm not recovered from my "trip" yet... crap.  
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Sep 20, 2004, 06:36 PM
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You don't Have to do anything you don't want, Hun!
 Give yourself a break. You sure must have had a rough time on your trip. Sleep as much as you can between now and tomorrow and see if you don't wake up a bit more relaxed. Don't forget about the consequences, though, if you delay too much, ok? {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Sky}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
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Sep 20, 2004, 08:13 PM
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(((((sky)))))) can't say i blame you, dear!!!
Angela
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Sep 20, 2004, 08:15 PM
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Can I join you and we'll not do anything together?
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Sep 20, 2004, 08:36 PM
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oooh yeah! i wanna come too! can i please?
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Sep 20, 2004, 08:44 PM
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It's fine with me! C'mon with!
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Sep 20, 2004, 09:33 PM
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Absolutely! Pile on!
Garbage! I went to the meeting... after taking the first dose of the newest medication... and had trouble not making a fool of myself (oh, did I mention I ran 3 red lights because of slow reaction time all of a sudden?)... and at the meeting I found out that the person who filled in at a meeting for me last week VOLUNTEERED me for a position at a conference next January!!!!!!!!!!! well most of this stuff belongs inthe depression forum... except the pain clinic garbage... another post... Thanks all for your replies... it helped coming home from that blasted meeting and finding them.
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Sep 22, 2004, 02:32 PM
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<font color="blue">{{{{{{{{{{{Skybark}}}}}}}}}}} </font>
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Sep 22, 2004, 10:43 PM
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Thanks Sundance... and everyone!
While I have your attention... I'll whine some more about my week: this medicine is wild trip: I was out at midnight weedwacking my front yard because the gardener had quit and hadn't bothered to tell me and I received a notice from the HOA ... duh the whole time I was doing this I was hurting so and thinking I don't know why I'm doing this I need to not be doing this... and I had to skip taking the med the next day because my T said it looked the same as someone on cocaine! but I was still so wired that did the back yard! and my body is crap now and today I had to take the med again... and I got a terrible migrane that required 2 doses of med and maybe that helped me not be so wired tonight went south and visited at a restaurant with an old time friend for dinner and the waiter "handed" me a small hot dish from the oven and I burned my fingertips and palm and got hot butter sauce on my thigh and I'm burned... I stuck my hand in the lobster tank till they got me some burn gel.. I thought for sure I would have blisters but not then I fell off balance in the restroom and caught my arm on the handicapp stall hook on the door and that muscle is really injured and already bruised bad (I have pt tomorrow so he can look at it for me..) hope this all gets over with this week.
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Sep 23, 2004, 11:12 PM
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{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Sky}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
I'm so sad you're hurt! You need to take it easier on yourself. Stay home and surround yourself with pillows! Jeez, Lady! Don't do anything you don't normally do! Don't make me come over there and sit on you! hehe You won't like it. I promise!What was that dumb waiter (no pun intended) thinking when he handed you a hot dish, for Pete's sake?!?!? Sue! Sue! I hope he looses his job over that! The incompetence these days!! Please take care of yourself.
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Sep 24, 2004, 07:40 PM
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(((Sept))) and (((OZ))) sorry I combined these...
Yeah well, the guy didn't even send the manager by, and now I see that my outfit is ruined with butter stains. (I really thought I had washed it out well enough... nothing else ever stained) Yeah maybe I'll stop by with the outfit Monday... Right now I have another hurricane to worry about!!!! And Tuesday I see my MD I don't want to go through another hurricane. This one is coming at us just like Andrew did... at the same intensity (and he revved up to a Cat 5 in the small space...) and I'm going to be out of meds by Monday and the pharmacy doesn't have it in stock so I have to check tmw and see if it came in... heck by Monday they might not exist! I don't want to think about my brother's golden who stopped eating (he's 15 years old)... I'm gonna cry... I don't want to keep trying new meds that don't work.. this Gabitril causes me not to focus (like hot plates and yellow traffic lights, and running out of medicines) and make me dizzy... but don't help my pain! I want want to think of going to a shelter. My T called, he thinks it's going north and will stay in touch :P I don't want to continue to have trouble with my notebook that was supposed to be improved, not worsened! Sept Idon't do anything normal. or .. I don't do anything, normally. sheesh. Am I whining? 
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Sep 25, 2004, 12:09 AM
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{{{{{{{{{{Sky}}}}}}}}}}}
Take care! I'll be thinking of you this weekend, even though I won't be around because I'm working 30 hours between saturday and sunday. Let us know how you're doing, ok?
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Sep 26, 2004, 10:04 AM
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good to hear you're working! I'm okay... weather is just bad now.
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Sep 27, 2004, 04:19 PM
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Sky, I'm really thinking that you should move far, far away from Florida! Someone suggested Utah? I'd check out the winters there, first.
 Don't think you're whining, Hun. You're been through some pretty tough crap! Can't keep it to yourself! {{{{{{{{{{{{Sky}}}}}}}}}}}}}} You and I are tough cookies, but you're tougher than me. Don't know how you do it alone. Right now, all I want to do is go hide under my blankets and act like there isn't a world outside them. What I've got on my plate isn't half of what you've got! Going to a shelter wouldn't be a bad idea. Let someone else do the worrying and taking care of you. Put that responsibility on someone else and give yourself a break in that respect. It's difficult to put your trust in strangers, but they're trained for that. Correct me if I'm wrong, but aren't there more resouces for groups than there are for individuals? "There's safety in numbers."  Keep us updated, ok?
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Sep 27, 2004, 04:59 PM
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(((((((Sky))))))))
I'm glad that you are ok.  With Tomi, that makes three votes for you to come to Utah! That would be great! About the winters, yes, in most of Utah winters can get severe. However, the SW corner of the state is really nice. Check out St. George ! (the official city website, with webcam) They call it Utah's Dixie. I'm about 45 minutes from there now - and at a higher elevation so we will still have snow and stuff here, but not the fog and extreme cold that we had in Vernal. About half way to St. George from here you can see the changes in vegetation (Joshua trees and various cacti), and in St. George they have palm trees. You would love it there! Utah does get occasional mild tornados and earthquakes, but they are rare and don't generally do any significant damage. Vernal had a tornado (F-1) a few years ago and it was big news that somebody's barn got smashed. You could also think about coming out just for the hurricane season. Cost of living is much lower here than in Florida too. Just do what you need to so that you will be safe, and let us know how it's going when you can!
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Sep 27, 2004, 09:30 PM
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And when Rap says rare, I mean we're talking DECADES between, and VERY VERY mild storms.
Angela
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