" IF DREAMS WERE REAL "

As i step into the cool white bubbles of the atlantic ocean, i can feel you once again. With each step bringing me even closer, its as if your hands are grabbing me and pulling me toward you, not the waves on my waist , but you.

Holding on like you won't ever let me go. I feel so safe now, That warm rush one feels when you finally ajust to the cold water around you, but this time it is differant. It is you! Filling my soul with your love. Keeping me warm with the reassurance that you are with me one last time.

There is so much i need to say. So much i need to tell you. I want you to understand. I need to explain. Please don't go, don't leave me again. Don't leave. Not like this. I haven't ..............

I could feel the warmth leaving my body like a cold wind had come down from the north and taken my dreams with it. As i stand there in the wet sand, dress dripping from the waist down, i fell to my knees and cried for him once again.

this is so amazing. thank you for sharing. it really touched my heart.

Angela

THANKS SO MUCH ANGELA,

I WAS READING THINGS ON PTSD WHEN I THOUGHT OF WHAT I HAD WROTE AND HOW IT RELATES TO MY PTSD.

I WAS GOING TO POST IN CREATIVE CORNER BUT I GUESS IT FITS HERE AS WELL AS THERE, EVEN THOUGH WHAT I WROTE IS NOT REALLY A DREAM I HAD, I RELATE IT TO MANY DREAMS IN WHICH I DID HAVE. I LOST MY FIENCY GLEN IN 1998 BUT ITS STILL SO REAL TO ME.

JACQUI

((((Jacqui)))) what a terrible thing to happen to you.

I'm so sorry for your loss!

Angela