Variations of the letters PTSD

Today I told my therapist that I have P STD . Its like the guy who kidnapped and assualted me when I was 9 left this disease inside me. She said it wasnt treatable with penicilian. SHe said its more long term treatment. I told her I should call my MD and tell her what I have the PSTD and ask her if she has meds for it.
I then told her I would be ok with the PTSD dx if we could get rid of the TSD and just leave me with the P. I can get rid of that my self in the bathroom. SHe just lowered her head and laughed. SHe is a great therapist.
Any other varaitions u guys have?

=(

This is not supposed to be sad. Its me looking at this illness and taking away some of its power. Im tired of being pushed around by this disease. I am not going to let it always drag me down.I take my punches at it when I can.

oh. can't tell if the letter change spells something else (like it looks) or not. didn't really know what to say, but wanted you to know you've been seen. =)

(((kiya)))

you are the sweetest person. i love this about you! so supportive.
(and you kitty cracks me up, it's too adorable)

love,
night

let's see, a variation - I like your attitude, btw, about taking away the power of an illness or condition ... it's awesome and i applaud you!

let's see

pt sd

past thinking slamming doors

means to me - thinking about the past that has altered me is like slamming doors closed on me now - heck, i want them open, wide open!

peace and encouragement,
nightbird

Thanks guys. I was wondering if I was wrong to post this. I have to laugh when I can at this disease. It also takes me to dark places and painful memories. If I didnt laugh at it I would certinally be worse off. It hurts when its bad the humor feels like me taking some power back.