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I feel so sick..I'm trying really hard to keep it together..I don't want to have a freakout and ruin my little sister's birthday.
I don't feel grounded..I am floating I almost got into an accident today on my way home from running errands..a lady pulled out in front of me and I had to slam on my brakes.. I was so shaken..the smell of burnt rubber and the sound took me back.. I've been spacey ever since..I was just kind of driving around to calm myself before I got home so mom wouldn't see me crying or how pale I looked. I went to turn around in the school parking lot..I heard sirens..just like the day of the accident. At first I thought a cop was some where near but there where no other cars. I am shaking and spacing out..I feel so sick to my stomache.. Tonight is going to be a bad night..I am going to have restless dreams.. I don't feel safe anymore..I don't feel anything... |
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im sorry. my therapist tells me to stomp my feet or wiggle my toes when i feel floaty. I will think of u tonight so u wont be alone in your own head.
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((( Silversparrow )))
Do you think you might've been triggered by another post that dealt with a car accident and it caused you to space out today? Be very careful driving, okay? The roads can be a scary place. ![]() |
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I don't think so..I usually am pretty good about not being triggerd by other posts. It doesn't help that after I go home I saw one of those allstate commericals that show the car accident..those always trigger me.
I think it was the way the lady pulled out..I don't rember much about the wreck but for some reason the way the lady bolted out in front of me just clicked in my brain. still feeling uneasy, jumpy, and floaty..I couldn't eat dinner I was so sick to my stomache..Kinda of scared about tonight I don't think I'm going to be very safe by myself in my room. |
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(((((Silversparrow)))))
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Awwww Silver I am sorry I wasn't here to help you through this. How are you doing today? Was last night a bad night?
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